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"Confession."

Namjoon called to say he'll be staying in Busan to help kookie with his career and music entertainment companies, until now Namjoon doesn't know that I was carrying his child, Jisoo is such a great bestfriend and helped me out as she moved in temporarily with taehyung under her dad's consent and his into my house. Taehyung became namjoon's bestfriend as well and called his group to help with the necessities I needed. So far I only had a few pains here and there but very weird and delicious cravings, Taehyung was helping with the laundry while Jisoo were in the kitchen. Yugyeom cleaned the house with Yoongi to which I'm surprised yoongi even agreed to help with since yoongi was preoccupied with his work in his studio the past week.

"Why don't you call him?" I threw the pictures on my bed as yoongi startled me, he panicked and rushed over to me and asked if I was alright, I nodded. "Yoongi why are you here?" I asked curiously, trying to catch my breath. "Taehyung told me to ask if your hungry and if so what do you wanna eat?"

I thought for awhile, "Shrimp porridge with cacao nibs." Yoongi scrunched his face in disgust and we bursted in laughter, yoongi calmed down and smiled. "Thank you Y/N." I turned to yoongi to find him smiling at me, his gums showing, my heart melted at the side. "For what yoongi?" I asked, returning a smile back to him. "For changing Namjoon into a responsible hardworking and honest person as you probably already know Namjoon had a tough childhood and always thought of himself and no one else, he was arrogant and a jerk but even so he still cared for Jungkook of course but it wasn't enough for him to stop smoking, being suicidal. Namjoon is known for being a player and a fuck boy at school because his first girlfriend shattered his heart for another and made him feel useless and worthless, she only dated him for his money. Till that day Namjoon stopped relying on his fathers money and did part time jobs, he was just a mess and no matter how much we tried to help him he refused and always said he wasn't a weakling and he needed to man up. We seriously were worried about him until you showed up, he found himself trying to bully you because you have the reaction that him feel guilty unlike other. And than after becoming his sister and becoming closer to him, he talked about you every time and smiled when your name was mentioned. He stopped flirting with others, he stopped smoking and eventually asked for our help and cried, it was the first time to see him cry and of course we helped him out and stayed by him as he went through therapy. He even has your photo of him and you as his background wallpaper of his phone, he became understanding and listened to us and apologized for everything he did. You became the reason why he changed so much and opened up to all of us."

At this rate, I was sitting next to yoongi, crying my eyes out and yoongi tried his best to wipe away my tears with a napkin.

We both smiled and yoongi offered to help bring me downstairs, I agreed and thanked him. Taehyung was at the kitchen waiting for what I wanted, I told him quickly and sure enough he started cooking. The boys finished cleaning and all sat in the kitchens stools, tired but had some energy to chat amongst each other. I was in deep thoughts when Taehyung suddenly waved his hand in front of me and placed my meal down, I thanked him and began eating.

Three days later and Namjoon returned back to Seoul, we both were in his car to get some driveway bhc chicken since that was our favorite place to get some chickens, I stared outside while Namjoon ordered the food. After he finished we got our order and drove to the parking lot, "you hungry?" He asked smiling.

"Well duh yes." I giggled, Namjoon gave me thumbs up and opened the box, the delicious smell filled the car and my mouth drooled at the sight. Without hesitation I took one and bit into it, oh what a glory!

I enjoyed the food alone.

Namjoon stared at me with a smile, I noticed he hasn't taken one yet so I flicked his head. He yelped in pain and saw I was pointing at the chicken, he rolled his eyes and smiled again before taking one and biting into it also. He turned the radio on and our favorite song played on the radio, we danced around and sung while laughing but in amidst of it I found myself looking at Namjoon.

Should I do do the confession?

What if he rejects me?

Or worse hates me like before?

I mean it should be okay right?

Gosh why am I so nervous?

I've never faced rejection before when it came down to love so I don't know, I'm just really shorty with this. Goodness me. Hey baby Namjoon, let's just hope your dad doesn't reject me so we won't have to deal with me being a single mom because like that thought gives me anxiety.

I shook my head trying to get these thoughts out of my head, Namjoon stopped dancing and singing, he came closer to me and inched his face closer to my face to see what's wrong.

"Y/N, is everything alright? Calm down." He held my hand and I stopped shaking my head and looked up only to be found staring into his beautiful captivating brown eyes, my breath hitched and I blushed deeply as my heart began beating faster and even skipping some beats to which I didn't know is possible.

"Namjoon I love you." I blurted out, my voice soft and low but Namjoon heard it since his eyes widened.

To be continued...
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