My Beloved Queen

CHAPTER 4

A/N:-

Dear readers,

I know you guys have been waiting for a new chapter but it has been difficult for me to write in Jeremiah's pov cause there are just too many secrets, which will be revealed in time. So you will find this chapter mostly filled with Jeremiah's thoughts and very vague details.
Also I will mostly call Jeremiah by his  middle name Damien so don't get confused.

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JEREMIAH

Oh shit! What have I done. I didn't mean for this to happen but I just couldn't bare to see my Queen with someone that was not me. It made my blood boil. But it was not totally my fault. It's that stupid brat's fault too. He was clinging to my Queen like glue. That should have been me. On top of that, I freaked out and fled from the scene.

I need to find Lucius. My one and only best friend and advisor, much like a beta in a werewolf pack,

He was the calmer and wiser one between the two of us while I was the stronger and dominant one. Whenever we had a problem he always has my back and I have his. I go to his all time favorite hangout spot, The Royal Mariners, one of the VIP clubs downtown.

Lucius was a really loyal man and I had always felt that loyalty was his virtue. But ever since the love of his life had died trying to save him he had become a big ol' player who carried the guilt of cheating and death on his heart every second of everyday. Even though he acted as if he wasn't affected I had seen him drowning in his sorrow at times. I always tried to give him all the comfort and hope I could.

And just like that I reach the club and enter it without a second glance at the bouncers. They knew who I was and stayed out of my way. As soon as I enter the club I am immediately hit by the sight of neon flashing lights and people dancing on the stage built in the center. Albeit, the sun hadn't even set yet, there were quite a lot of people arriving as time passed by.

I push past people and make my way to the VIP lounge and I know that even though it was a VIP club it still had a VIP lounge,how ironic right? As I'm making my way over I am caught by Mila, one of the waitresses here who would serve me whenever I stopped by.

She was such a slut. Anyone who had met her would know it from just a look. Everything of hers screamed 'Fuck me'. Why did I ever even like her in the first place. What the hell had happened to me??? I never thought my choice would be so bad.

"Not now Mila," I told her with a blank expression on my face, hoping she'd get the hint and leave me the hell alone. But God knows, only if she usedso much as a pea of her brain, she wouldn't be here, now would she?

"But I have been waiting for you baby. It's been so long since we......," she said in that sour, high-pitched voice of here which sounded more like a dying whale to me. She pulled me closer by my belt making me so much more disgusted. I flash her my fangs and push her the hell aside.

I stomp all the way over to where Lucius was and pull him aside. "What the hell Jeremy! She was gonna give me her address after me coaxing her for.....wait, what happened? Why are you so worried and upset? Your father didn't find us, did he?

"No, it's not my father. I....I...I.....I found her...." I informed him without beating 'round the bush and making myself to go in a daze of my Queen's thoughts. I probably had a dreamy look on my face right now. Lucius waves his hand in front of my face and snaps his fingers.

"When did you find her? And when were you going to tell me about it, huh? Probably when I am dead or maybe murdered by your father releasing a bounty for me."

"No dude. I won't let him hurt you or anyone for that matter and he still has no idea of where we are. I made sure to cover our tracks. But Lucius..... I messed up. I messed up real bad this time." With that I started telling him about the cute hot girl staring at me this morning when I went to drop my current prey at her school. How the moment I looked at her, all my sorrows, worries and loneliness just washed away and love, warmth and relief settled over me. And also how I forcefully marked her and then freaked and left her on her own doorstep.

"What should I do now? I bet she hates me and would leave me for that stupid brat. But I have waited for her for so long and I don't know what I would ever do if she leaves me. I just don't know...." I say looking down at my hands and thinking of the time I touched her with these hands. Would I ever get to do that or more ever again.

"Don't worry Jeremy. I've got a plan, but since you messed up to such an extent, you will have to work really really hard for it to succeed. For now, just do yourself a favor and lay low till I tell you what to do next," Lucius tells me with mischief behind his eyes and a determined look on his face.

This somehow made me feel a bit relieved for I knew Lucius' plans could be trusted and that I would do just anything for my Queen.