We fell in love in a hopeless place.

chapter- thirty-six- i deserve to be hurt

Hailey and Finn stayed at my house with jack but me,lilia,jaeden and wyatt decided to hang out. honestly hanging out with them made me feel happy,they are super fun. we were talking when all our phones started making a noise. It was a message from chosen

Chosen💓
Guys!! I am doing a party,its tonight at 8 pm i hope i see you guys there!

"Are you guys going ?" - wyatt asked
" I am only going if you guys are" - lilia said
"okay so we are going then"-i smiled

All i needed is to spend time with my friends so i thought this party would be a great ideia. spoiler alert: i was wrong

As it was 7pm already we decided to go change clothes to the party ,i went to lilias house because she told me she had the perfect look for me.

*at lilias*

I start looking for some clothes for lilia on her wardrobe

"OMG THIS ONE WILL LOOK SO GOOD ON YOU" - I said and gave her a red dress
"Aww not too sure about that but i trust you so okay. this one is for you"- she gave me a black top and a flower skirt.

Wow thats so pretty but i think it only looks pretty on her. I waited for lilia to get dressed and i received a message from the boys (jaeden and wyatt) saying they were at the party already.

I saw lilia coming from the bathroom and i was shook. she looked so GORGEOUS. red is really her color.

" LILIA my queen"- I start making a
reverence and i saw her laughing which made me laugh too.
" You are literally the prettiest!" - i said and sue smiled
"Thank you but you are! Now go get ready!"- she laughed a bit and i started to dress

I looked at myself at the mirror and i thought " this looks fine i guess". like the whole look is really pretty i just dont know if its the right one for me. anyway,i got back at lilia

" Oh my god!!! Now tell me who is the prettiest? YOU!" - she said and i smiled so hard
" stop being the sweetest challenge"-i said
" I am saying the truth!" - lilia said
"Okay okay" - i smiled and putted my arm around her

* At the party*

We just arrived and i dont think i ever saw so many people at a place.

" Lets go find everybody!" - lilia said really loud because we couldnt hear anything bc of the music.

I followed her and saw something i was not especting to see. Hailey and Jack were together? I mean thats normal because they are friends but i didnt thought hailey would bring him to the party and be with him after everthing. guess i was wrong.

"Is that jack and hailey?" - lilia asked and i said yes
" lets do find jaeden and wyatt!" - she hold my hand

Lilia is so nice like for real,i am so glad I have her as my best friend. she is a really great friend and i think she saw that i didn't want to be with hailey and jack at this point.

O M G wyatt and jaeden dancing?! I never thought i would see that in my whole life.

Me and lilia looked at each other and laughed.i got close to them and touched jaedens arm

"Hey folks!" - i said and laughed

They got scared for a second and looked at us for like 2 minutes without saying anything what the heck.

" um hello?! " - I said
" oh hey guys! " wyatt said and jaeden did the same

wyatt whispered something to jae but i couldn't hear what it was.

"Guys? Why is jack and Hailey dancing? " - wyatt asked and i looked at the other side and saw that too

Lilia and jae looked and me and i said" i am gonna get a drink brb " but they followed me anyways

I asked for a drink like ANY and walked to the place were jack and hailey were.

" Looks like you guys needed a drink,so here" - i I poured the drink on them and run away from them

" Are you okay with this?" - lilia asked and i looked at her " yes its okay ,i am just so tired of everthing "

"I am just going to the bathroom for a second okay? " i said and looked at all of them
" okay we are waiting here for you" -lilia said and wyatt and jaeden looked at me

I got to the bathroom and i wanted to cry.. so i did. I am weak. I am so weak and they are doing this because i deserve it. I deserve to be hurt. I was thinking that while someone knocked on the door

" Hey, i Just wanted to know if you are okay? "