chapter- sixty- one- this is not how i wanted it to be

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by jackstreaks

by jackstreaks

Leonors pov

I was still at jack's which was really weird and then i got this text

Jaebae <3

Hey i am so sorry i left,my mom called me and she needed help with something.. we can hang out now if you want. where are you?

Dont worry but is everthing okay? At home you know? I am at jacks..but i can go to anywhere you want

Jaeden never talks about what happends at home,he dad is never there and this mom is depressed. Jaeden needs me now.

Jaebae <3

Oh okay... can i go to your house?

Of course i will tell jack i am leaving

" um.. jack i have to go" I said and he looked at me" why?"
" jaeden texted me and i have to see him" i said and he said after " oh.." "we will see each other tomorow so.." I said and he said" yeah"

I left jack's house and some minutes after i arrived my home. jaeden was sitting in the. and i just ran to hug him.

" hey are you okay?" I asked and he just smiled. "yeah i am okay.. "
"Jaeden you know you can tell me everthing,right? I am just worried about you " i said and he looked at me " i know.. Its just my mom is like really getting sick and i dont know what to do. how to help her.." he looked down.
" you are too good for this world you know that " i said and continue " i think she needs a doctor,he can help her and if you want you can stay at my house today"
"you dont mind?" he asked and i said" of course not"

we went to my room and we just watched a movie. jaeden put his head on my shoulder and i just start touching his hair.

I wanted to ask him what were we. I mean we like each other but we are not dating? I dont know it's confusing but right now for me the most important thing is to make jaeden feel okay and safe.

we fell asleep in the same bed,i didnt even care. I felt happy with him . really happy. i just hope he feels happy with me too.

*the next day*

I got a text from the losers saying they were doing a "dance party" and i thought it was a good ideia for me and jaeden to go so we could distract ourselfs. so we did.

Everyone was there pretty much and we had like a box with all our names and one person had to take one paper and that person who took the paper and the other that was in the paper had 30 minutes do to a dance to a song and then show to the others and in the end we choose who would win. Mary was going to do it with Sophia, Sadie with Millie,Noah with Gaten,Hailey with Finn, Lilia and j-jaeden and me and Jack. This is not how i wanted it to be..