We fell in love in a hopeless place.

chapter thirty-seven- i dont know what i did..

Haileys pov
I looked at Leonor as she ran away. She just poured her drink on me. And Jack! I ran outside. I don't know what I did.. I heard two people behind me. I hoped that it was Jack or Sadie or somebody that actually cares. Turns out it was Jack and Sadie. I sat down on the cold floor and cried. Jack sat next to me and hugged me, telling me it'll be okay. Same with Sadie. I was in shock "I-I don't know what I d-did!" I started crying even more "I want Finn..." I said. Was it because i was with Jack? I thought she was my friend. I guess I was wrong. "I'm going home." I told Jack and Sadie, and I ran home. When I got home I climbed into my bed and just cried. I didn't bother having a shower to get the drink off me, I just wanted Finn. A couple minutes after I got home I heard my door open "Finn?" "Yeah?" I got up and hugged him. I
cried and told him everything. He slept over that night to let me know that he's here for me, but I got basically no sleep. I kept thinking about what I had did to deserve that. It's like she WANTED to do that to hurt me. To make me the laughing stalk of the party. But then I started to wonder why I was actually here. If the whole point was to be bullied and to get a drink poured on you, what's the point? She has backup. I don't. First time we met everybody, they loved her, talked to her. But the only people who talked to me were Finn, Jack, Mills, Sadie and Sophia. She had everybody talk to her the first day. Maybe im jealous in a way, but I don't think I deserve any of this. It made me wonder what friends I actually have that are true to me.