We fell in love in a hopeless place.

chapter 112- i wish everthing was like before

Wyatt's pov

I am the only one who is actually in pain? It's like everyone doesn't want to talk about the bad stuff,they don't. They just want to forget about it like it has never happend. But the truth is im suffering and no one seems to give a damn about anything.

It's summer so thats means: no school. The only people I still hang out are jaeden and lilia and to be honest it hasnt been good at all. They are my best friends and i care about them but come on, leonor is my best friend too and i cant stop blaming myself, i could have done something.

Jaeden and Lilia are not the same people like at all,they are not the same people i thought i knew. When i hang out with them its usually in my house or lilia's because well jaeden lives at leonor's house now and they never talk about Leonor.

Jaeden is not the same, he doesnt care about what i say anymore or anyone else. he tries to make Lilia happy and all and of course Lilia tries to do the same but are they really happy? Because i am not. And its like i cant even talk with my friends anymore and we have other friends too.  Did they forget about them? Did they forgot about everthing? I just wish everthing was like before. 

Leonor's pov

— Leonor, Katie called asking if you want to hang out with her,lili and noah,what should i say? — my dad asked.

I haven't been avoding my friends, i swear it's not that..i'm just feeling  sick. Everyday it's the same thing and i'm tired,tired of myself. I just want to sleep,i will talk with them when i feel better.

— Say i'm sick or something... I promise i will talk with them soon dad,i just dont feel very well right now. — I said and my dad noded. I kept watching the movie i put on and sat confortable on the couch.

My dad sat down next to next to me.
— Leonor.. are you happy?— he asked
and i looked at him.

— Dad...i'm okay..— i said and tried to smile.

— You know you can talk to me right? I just want to help you.. to make you happy — my dad said and i smiled.

— But dad,you make me happy. Seriously,you have been my strengt and I am so thankful for that. — I said.

My dad smiled — I know we were apart from a long time but im glad I had this opportunity to be with you. You are still the same sweet little girl i met, you are amazing and so incredible to everyone. I Just think that your mom and everyone must be so sad without you — my dad said and i thought about what he said.

— I miss mom a lot and my f- but i have you and i have my friends and thats enough. They are okay i promise.— I said and my dad hugged me.