We fell in love in a hopeless place.

chapter thirty-nine- whats the point?

I woke up to see at LEAST 50 missed calls from Jack, Sadie, Millie and Caleb. I didn't call any of them back because, well...what's the point? I saw Finn and smiled softly, what's he already doing up? I thought to myself. He looked at me, he looked...mad? He showed me his phone "What's this?" he asked. It was a picture of Jack and I dancing "It's nothing, babe! We were at Chosen's party!" He rolled his eyes "Yeah, sure." I tried to grab his hand but he got up "Finn please, I would never hurt you like that, I would never hurt you ever!" Why is my life falling apart like this? I thought. I didn't know when, but I started crying. Finn looked at me one last time and walked out of my room. First Leonor, my best friend, my other half, and now Finn? I looked at myself in my mirror. No wonder people don't like me, i'm a mess.
What's the point of being around people when all they do is hate me?