ʂìղցìղց ìղ էհҽ ɾąìղ - rewriting

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Jinsoul

You definitely already know I'm in the club, I'm really sorry that I brought friends. I do want to meet you but I just I'm not sure how to explain.

Maybe it's a story for another time : )

- I
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Girl across the hall

It's okay. Is the I your new signature?

Jinsoul
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Jinsoul

I'm giving hints to who I am so I guess so

-I
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The girls had exchanged three letters that day and in Kim Lip's eyes it was a great step up.

She had thought about her stupid decision of bringing her friends and decided she should start leaving clues.

She was going to limit it out one my by one. The I in her name is also in Heejin and Hyunjin's but it's not in Yves's.

She figured it would make sense and if Jinsoul didn't know by now she'd soon find out that 2Jin is a couple.

She might assume one of them is crushing on her even though they're in a relationship but that doesn't make much sense.

She might've even assume I is just a fake name.

It made sense at first but the more Kim Lip thought about it, the more ways she thought it could go wrong.

She had one last thought before her next thought:

Damn it.
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Jinsoul was thoroughly confused as to what I could've meant.

Choerry has her guesses but none of those made sense to Jinsoul either.

She's not dumb or anything she's just still confused and lost as to why her mysterious admirer had brought friends.

It gave her more reason to find the girl.

She was currently sitting at the lunch table staying in out of listening to the purple haired girl's ramble.

"Jinsoul, please tell me you're actually listening?"

Jinsoul awoke from her trance to respond with a simple comment.

"You we're talking about attractive kpop idols, Jennie Kim to be exact."

"How did you know?!? You clearly weren't listening!" The younger shouted

Jinsoul threw a hand on her friend's mouth to prevent her from continuing to scream.

"You always talk about the same things and I heard enough to know it was Jennie this time. Why can't you just have a crush that could actually notice you?" Jinsoul said plainly

"What if I do? You wouldn't know cause you don't listen!" Choerry exclaimed

"I would if it was about something other than kpop idols!" Jinsoul exclaimed with a huge smile, giving in to her best friend's fanatics.

They both bursted into laughter at their obviously stupid fight. They knew people were looking at them but that's not what matters.

"But do you have a crush?" Jinsoul said, wiggling her eyebrows.

The only response she got was a slap on the shoulder.

Jinsoul considered bringing up the whole mystery girl issue but they were having fun.

She could've gone to the mystery girl's locker by now but it didn't seem as romantic.

Especially compared to what Choerry had planned, which Jinsoul wasn't aware of.

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Author's note:

First things first, I don't know how many more chapters will be in this story but I don't think it'll be a ton so I need to know what story to write next

If you wouldn't mind could you comment on what kind of story you want next (Loona, obviously)

I want to write Chuuves or 2Jin but idk which to pick

Also, this part isn't important, but I want to rant

School sucks and so does life

I broke down twice today

TWICE!

I sat down at lunch (after seeing my science teacher in a hazmat suit and that's not important but it's funny) and got out my phone and earbuds to listen to music cause I was kinda having some anxiety and that's how I distract myself other than scratching

I started playing good ol' BTS and then I felt tears just streaming down my face for who knows what reason

My friend asked if I was okay and I told her no cause I wasn't

It was just me and my friend today cause my girlfriend got hit by a car last night (she's okay, thank god and she'll be back tomorrow) and I think my other friend was sick or something

My friend I was already sitting with brought two of our other friends over cause there's no one to talk to

Then I thought it was over but no, of course not

I got to band class and some background knowledge will be helpful here so I'm a trans guy in case you haven't read my description and I cane out last year. There's obviously assholes who didn't like this

We're gonna call this particular person E

E walked up to me as I'm getting my saxophone out of my locker like a good bandchild and goes

"Is your name Leo or *insert dead name here*"

My friend, who I'm currently so thankful for, told him to shut the hell up and he said something to her blah blah blah and left

I don't know why but that comment piled onto my anxiety and I started crying

Long story short I hate everything and needed to vent

Anyway might update tonight again cause I'm crazy but uh please comment Chuuves or 2Jin