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While waiting for the Confirmatory Test Result, I went to the province to see my mom. It was Summer 2019.
I cannot sleep everytime I travel. I knew other passengers were sleeping. I was always moving on my seat shifting the way I sit. Then he approached me, asking the reason I cannot sleep. Then he hugged me to my surprise. What I gonna do? Should I stop him or slap him. He kept on pushing himself towards me hugging me and asking me to sleep. Then I heard him asked me if I am sick. He saw me taking my medication that night.
He was advancing on my body and I was not thinking nor doing wise that time. I let the man cuddle me then later kissed me. Kissing and cuddling with a stranger. His sweet lips sucked mine and that time I was dreaming of a person like him but this virus stops me. If I give in then he will be the first victim and I do not want that to happen.
So even we agreed to meet when we go back to Manila. we never did. I wrote the wrong phone number digit on his phone. I can live alone without any relationship that transmit this virus to someone and he will also suffer. I cannot fight that guilt if ever and if he founds out my health status, I knew he will hate me.
It is better to be alone fighting for this battle that transmitting it to others. Guilt-free makes life meaningful.
