One-shots {[Niall Centric]}

«The School Of The Special Pt.2»

Niall Horan

I looked around and then walked to the door, trying to open it but it wouldn't budge making me close my eyes and say a spell, trying to open it again but it didn't making me shake the knob rapidly.

"Move aside, lemme try" Liam started shacking the knob and crashing into it but it wouldn't work.

"What the hell!?" I took a deep breath and cloaked myself, going into the corner as a tear slipped.

This brought so much memories, horrible memories, that I wish that could just erase and just not be in my head anymore.

"You will be nothing and you will always be the little stuck boy in the corner that nobody cares about you worthless boy" I looked at the person I call my mother, a tear slipping from my eyes.

"Mom, p-"

"I am no mom to a disgrace!!" She raised her voice, before grabbing my face harshly. "You'll never get out, you'll be stuck forever, worthless runt"

"STOP!!" I screamed and covered my ears as the words worthless, a nobody, and stuck forever kept on repeating over and over again.

"Niall? Niall!!" I opened my eyes and Zayn was crouched down and I looked him in the eyes.

"Please don't hurt me" more tears fall down from my face, my lip quivering as the look of concern is on his face.

"I'm not- we're not going to hurt you. Are you okay?" I snap out of it and stand up quickly and dusted myself off.

"I'm fine. It shouldn't matter anyways, your Zayn Malik." I then walked close to the room, turning to my left and remembering no one went into this hallway making me step in as a gust of wind blew my way, feeling like I've gone into a whole different dimension.

"Come on Niall, come play with me" I looked at the figures closer and it was my little sister, Rihanna.

"Go away Rihanna, your so annoying" I pushed her and she frowned as her eyes glossed but I never meant to hurt her, it was to protect her from our mother cause if she found out we were together she'd blow up.

"I wish you were never born!!"

"Well I wish I was never born either Rihanna, so shut up!!"

"I hate you!" She yelled and pushed herself off the ground and I frowned, both me and little Niall frowned before I sighed as the memory washed away.

I guess they cursed this hallway showing sad, traumatizing, angering, and scary memories.

I looked behind me and all the boys looked at me, making me furrow my eyebrows, confused on why they were all looking at me like that.

"What??"

"We see your memories Niall, like holograms of when you were younger" my face went straight and I turned around as I saw myself again crying in the mirror. Why was it only me.

"You're worthless, you're a nobody, you're just a stuck boy in a corner." I said to myself and I walked closer, remembering how harsh I was to myself when I was younger "You deserve to be dead"

"No, no you don't. I mean maybe but-" I stopped myself as I saw the door to my room back then open.

"Niall!! Look at what you've done to your sister!" I saw myself flinch, my mother stomping over and grabbing me by the hair.

"She's the one who came up to me!!"

"He's lying mama, he came up to me and asked if I could play but I said no because he's a disgrace and he got mad"

I shook my head in disbelief and turned back around, running and going back to the door trying so hard to open.

"Let me out!!"

"Please let me out!!"

"Please" Just then the door opened and I fell out, standing up and running just as I saw Luke coming out with Ashton and I cried harder, running to him and crying in his arms. "I- I can't breath"

"Shh, it's okay, we have you alright. Breath Ni, you're not alone, I promise you." I calmed down and we were now on the floor as Luke rocked me back and forth but I had my moments where I would just ball my eyes out like this.

"I'm worthless, I'm a nobody, I am a disgrace, I deserve to die!!" I yelled as Ashton now held me.

"You are everything Niall, I promise, and don't ever say that again because you aren't what your mom called you"

I closed my eyes, taking deep breaths before opening back my eyes and looking at Ashton before I closed my eyes again falling fast asleep.

I wish that I was never born.

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Hi guys! I am so sorry for my long break and you guys are probably all gone so I don't understand why I'm writing this but if someone is I thought I'd check up on y'all.

How are you guys? How do you guys feel about this whole COVID-19 and Quarantine.

I am so sorry for my long break like I said before but I've been so busy with school and my sports and now just trying to keep up with all my online work.

Anyways I'm back and I probably will take another one of those breaks if I'm still stressed over my online work.

Anyways, love you all bye! - Jae <3