One-shots {[Niall Centric]}

«Pain»

Harry is Niall's bully and beat Niall till he's numb, without realizing what happens in his life.

He soon has a clue that hurting him was really not a good idea, over hearing a conversation that he shouldn't have heard.

He later heard that Niall had cancer and before anyone could say anything, he runs.

Will Harry say goodbye to Niall, before Niall says goodbye to the world by himself.

{that is actually baby Horan up there guys, isn't he cute!!^}
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Niall sighed, wincing at the pain he felt in his lower stomach and arms that are numb.

"Sorry little boy, Maybe next time you can kiss my ass or just be gone" He sighed and stood up, putting a smile on his face and trying to become strong.

"Don't worry Harry, I'll be out of here soon. Hope you have a great day" he limps over to the door, leaving Harry confused.

-•-

Harry walked past a door, hearing the sound of singing and piano, making him look in the auditorium and see Niall sitting on the piano bench.

Some days
I wonder why the sky's so grey
Some days
I wonder if I'm on the same page

Oh all the voices
And noises
And all these bad choices
It's crazy, I haven't gone insane
And all the people, so careless
Who I can't comfort yet
'Cause you'll know
I'll just get in the way
So at 3 am
I go to the roof
And I talk back
To the moon
Oh at 3am
I look up to the sky
And always wonder why
I'm not like anyone else, else
But I'll never change
Myself

Harry saw a tear slip from his eyes, making him frown, just as a boy walked in.

"You can't run away from this Niall"

"Why can't I. I'm going to die anyways, why try and take meds to help me. I want to die. I don't want to stay here. I try smiling, but she's gone and will never come back and you know how hard it is"

"Dad will not like this. But if you want to die, I want you to die happy" Harry then saw it was his mate, Liam.

"Love you Li" he watched them hug, before walking off and going out of the school.

-•-

It's been a week since Niall's been gone and Liam has been miserable, always worried about what's happening and been quiet distance.

"Liam, what is wrong with you. You don't like hanging out with us. You hate messing around with kids. You don't even have motivation to do football and your homework. You always do your homework!! What is wrong with you!" Louis yelled and Liam clenched his hands. "Tell me goddammit. What is wrong Li"

"You wanna know what's wrong, you want to know what's wrong with me and why I've been so distance" tears cloud Liam's eyes and he throws down a picture and a note from his dad.

"You had a kid?" Zayn question, but Liam sighs, shaking his head lightly.

"No, this is my little brother. He's now 17, but this is when he was a baby. He was just a week old, when they all guessed, that something was up with him. At the age of 5, he was diagnosed  with cancer and he took chemo at the age of 10, since he was to young for his body, since the chemo couldn't work at his young age, to help him. Just lately, he stopped and I let him, because I couldn't see him through anymore pain. On Friday, my dad sent me this and the not...He's dying" Harry looks down and whispers softly.

"Is it Niall" Liam snaps his head over at him and stares at him intently.

"How do you know"

"Because I saw you guys talking. You said he couldn't keep running and he said he was dying anyways so why try, but...is he" Liam sighs and sits down next to him.

"There's a 50 percent chance Niall will die today." Harry gets up, running out of the cafeteria and running as fast as he could.

He saw which hospital it was, on the letter and knew he couldn't stop, until he got there.

"I'm here to see Niall Horan" the lady looked up and frowned, seeing the young ball in soaking wet clothes.

"You are just in time young boy. Niall is in room 24." Harry nods and starts walking slowly, regret of all the stuff he did to him.

"Niall" he whispers and here's a beep, making him walk closer and see him all hooked up to wires and machines.

Harry sat down, grabbing his hand and putting his face in the middle of Niall's chest, tears slowly falling.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for putting you through more pain, I'm sorry for ruining your life even more, I..."

"I love you, okay. Please, don't leave me here without me actually apologizing to you"

Niall couldn't open his eyes, he was to weak and wanted them to just stay closed forever and let the pain eat him alive, but Niall couldn't say no to Harry's offer, so he tried his best.

The only way Harry got a response, was Niall's hand lacing with his, making him look up and seeing Niall smiling softly, his eyes slightly open.

"Hi" he whispers

"I'm sorry"

"You don't have to be sorry. I was diagnosed with this and I couldn't get rid of it or get any better"

"You could've stayed longer, if I hadn't have bullied you Niall!!"

"No" Niall chuckles. "See, the only reason why I stopped taking chemo, because it was to painful for me to go on. This world wasn't meant for me and I knew I couldn't go on. It isn't your your fault curly, it's my fault" Niall caresses his cheek, smiling.

"But-"

"No buts, let's just enjoy the time we have. Now cuddle me"

So for the rest of Niall life, Harry cuddles him and holds on for a long time, before he heard the monitor going slower and he knew he was about to die, which makes his tears that fall, go faster and his breathing going rapid.

"Goodbye my love"

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Hey guys, it's been a couple of weeks or a month, but I had a writer block and I didn't know what to write about, so I came back and decided I'd do something sad. I know half my stories are sad, so next chapters will be a happy/ sad kinda story, so yeah.

I'm also writing to you guys, because you have been the biggest support for me. Thank you so much for voting and reading my book. This is my first book as well and it's getting some good views and votes.

I know it's very little, but thank you, all of you- Jae 💮🥀