One-shots {[Niall Centric]}

«The love i still have for you Pt.1»

Where Zayn and Niall used to be boyfriend and boyfriend. They loved each other until Zayn broke up with Niall and started dating Gigi, the famous model.

Niall gets a letter in his mail box though and it's an invitation to their wedding, what happens next, does he go, or does he not.

Sorry this is such a long chapter my fellow children. Self harm disclaimer!! Skip if you don't like talking about suicide or self harm.
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Niall walked over to his mail box and opened it up, looking at the only mail in there which was a letter, a letter than he so only regretted opening it up.

Dear Niall Horan,

You have been invited to the wedding of Zayn Javaad Malik and Jelena Noura Hadid. The lovely couple will love seeing you there, but show the card when there. No card, no trespass.

He clenched his fists, holding back his tears, but couldn't, falling to the floor and sobbing like his parents died, but no one knows the pain. No one knows how much pain this brings him, hearing the love of his life has already moved on and marrying someone else. Knowing that he didn't even love him in the first place, when they were together, moving on quickly after 2 months.

How could he just do that? How could he move on quickly and marry a girl in less than 2 months. Was he already in love with her in the first place. Did he use him just for the popularity of the well know ex boy band One Direction. Was he just another toy to someone he thought really loved him for who he was.

But after hours of crying, Niall got up and took deep breaths, looking at the letter and seeing the date, saying 10/34/63 which means it's this Saturday.

"Well why the bloody hell would you send it so late. Its already freaking Wednesday you idiots" Niall cursed and went upstairs, putting the letter on his dresser, before taking off his clothes and going into bed, closing his eyes and inhaling a deep breath.

"Why didn't he choose me."

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It's Saturday morning and Niall isn't feeling well, he was to nervous to do anything and really, he couldn't. His hands were shaking, he was burning up like he had a fever, Niall couldn't control anything that he was doing.

"You got this Niall, breath in and out, then walk out of this door"  he does as told himself and when he's outside he let's a big breath out, walking to his car and reversing, driving and going into deep thought. He wasn't paying attention, but was lucky he made it to the front of the gate of where the wedding was being held at without crashing.

"Card..." he looked out the window and the guard shuts his mouth, letting him inside without any questions, which makes Niall confused, but shrugs it off.

He gets out of his car, looking at the big reception and putting on a amused face, walking in and smiling, seeing a lot of familiar faces.

All of a sudden, someone bumps into him, making him fall down on the floor and close his eyes, feeling a little bit of pain on his bum.

"Watch where your- oh my gosh" Niall opens his eyes and sees Louis, making him smile and stand up, wrapping his arms around him tightly.