I kicked and screamed but the hands around my waist was so firm that I couldn't break free, I tried hitting with my elbow but to no avail, he eventually got angry with my little squirm and flung me to the wall violently, before I knew what was happening my head collided brutally with the wall and I screamed, black spots appearing on my view then I black out.
"Get up!" A cold liquid hit my face making my eyes flash open and I groan at the horrible pain in my head while shutting my and opening them.
"Lex, Lex, why are you stupid?" I heard Tony say.
I attempted to bring my hands on my face to wipe the water but something held it up, I fully open my eyes, and pulled my hands, only to find out that I was been suspended with a long cord that was wrapped around my wrist and tired on something connecting to the ceiling, I also discovered that I was standing on a chair and tony was standing in front of me with a little cut on his head.
"Look what you did to me! You hit me with a vessel Lex, you hurt me!"
"Good for you!" I growled
"Ah... Lex you're so dumb and stupid." He walked around me as my eyes slowly study his movement.
"The stupid person is you Anthony! You really need help something is wrong with you!" I tried reasoning.
"Instead of opening that bratty mouth of yours you should be shutting it and thinking about what's gonna happen next." His last sentence send shivers to my body destroying the little courage I had built.
I heard movement in the room and LASH! Something painful landed at my back alerting me that I had no shirt on. I yelp unexpectedly.
"How does that feel huh? This is just the beginning of your torment, Lex." Another hit from what he was using landed on my back, this time I groan not wanting him to be satisfy with my pain.
"Where do you think you were running to? That Charlie guy?" He scoffed.
"If I were you, I'll be contented with my misery as life, instead of running to someone that doesn't care about you, just like your mother no one loves you, not even Charlie, he knows you're just a stupid mistake." My heart missed a beat and I stare wide eyes at the wall of the deem room.
"That's not true!" I tried convincing myself and clearing all the doubt about Charlie's love for me.
"Dammit! You're so stupid, can't you see he only wanted your mother! He only wanted to hold her tight and love her! He was obsessed with her! Then when I killed her he had no choice than to dump a mistake in his house after all she left you with him, he couldn't just kick you out." He walked in front of me, with a scourge.
"Remember when I claim your guardianship, he did nothing to stop that, he told me I could have you for free, that was why he stopped coming."
"Lies! You are lying! He stopped coming because you sue him to court!"
"Ouch, Lex, Lex, I didn't know you were so idiotic, he lied to you and you believed him," he sigh amusingly.
"What of now? You're here with me since three days now, a prove that no one cares about your wellbeing, I bet Charlie is celebrating in his house, while you're suffering here, he's happy that the burden aka you is gone!"
Tears creep down my cheeks as Anthony smirk. His words had gotten into me after all I was not Charlie's kid why will he care?
"Poor you, that's all you merit for being a mistake and killing your mother after ruining her life of curse."
"I didn't kill her, but you did! I saw you shot her!"
"Nah... It was all your fault fag. it hurt me to see her die, it really did after all I loved her, but this cruel world had to snatch her from me!" He grabbed his chest and fake a sob.
"You're just a sick freak! A psychopath," I spat earning a stunning slap from Tony.
"Respect!" He sounded serious for a while then his expression turn to satisfaction. He chuckled to himself.
"Ah... It was a very good sight you know, you screaming and your mama collapsing as the bullet hit her, take a look at this!" He walked to a laptop on what seem like a table, and click a button.
"No mama!"
"Happy birthday Lex, hahaha..."
I watch with tears streaming down my cheeks, the bastard had took a video on that day, I watch in pain and grief as mama collapsed and I didn't do anything to safe her.
"No..." I mumbled under my breath, closing my eyes tight, I couldn't bare to see the scene again.
"Open your eyes Lex, is of no use shutting them, because you'll live with that for ever, believe me you'll take this memories to your grave," he laughed devilishly.
"do you remember when you said you kill your father and you're scared of what I would do?" I asked in a dangerous low tune.
"So?"
"After all you were right, BECAUSE AM CERTAINLY GONNA KILL YOU! JUST LIKE THE WAY YOU KILLED HER BUT DOUBLE!" I yelled while struggling to break free.
I look in his eyes and saw fear flashing for a second before it was replaced with anger and he punch my stomach.
"Only if you can escape and believe me you'll never escape!" He walked behind me and the beaten started, I scream at each lash that landed tiering my flesh, however he kept whipping with all his strength, till I was out of and tears and my voice was gone with blood dripping from my back to the floor.
"This is just the beginning, is not over yet," he brought out a shot from nowhere, I didn't have the power to protest of speak I was passing out.
"This shot will help you sleep, I know you use to have nightmares that keeps you screaming like crazy at night, and in the night the place is quiet so your screams can clearly be heard, which I don't want!" He stabbed the needle on my neck while I gasp.
"See after all I never forgot about your stupid habits," He kicked the chair leaving me suspended. "sleep tight, nice tattoo for your age, but don't worry I'll scratch it out with a knife," he chuckled while walking away after turning the light off.
I closed my eyes allowing the pain from whatever he injected into my system to swallow me, knowing that I was unwanted and a mistake brought tears to my eyes.
If only I could just die it would've been better.
To be continue...
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The story of my life (wattys2019)
Non-FictionAlexander tried all he could to be happy, but each time he faces another hell, happiness seem to be the last thing in his life, maybe when he dies he'll find it. First his father turn into a monster seeking for his misery, then his mother died, he...