The story of my life (wattys2019)

Chapter 45

Dedicated to @crownsinners

"Alex? Alex?" I heard a familiar voice calling, my name echoing in my heard, as I regain consciousness. I slowly sat up while blinking my eyes.

It took me some few minutes to notice my environment, I was seating on the grass, with a bright sky and down just some few miles lay a lake that was lighting with the reflection of the sun, I inhale the cool breeze of nature, I didn't fell hot neither cold, the temperature was normal, and the sight was magnificent.

I turn to my side and was stroke with shock, I couldn't believe what I was seeing, mama seating right next to me, she was smiling, she wore a white robe that covered her feet and her beautiful hair was hoovering on her shoulders.

"Mama?" I called out softly narrowing my eyes.

"Alex, you missed me." She pulled me in a bone crush hug.

I let out a small laugh, from joy or surprised, I didn't know. I hugged back squeezing her in my chest, I really miss her hug. "You missed me more." I said.

"I know baby, I know." She replied.

"Am I dead?" I broke the hug with a broad smile.

"No, just unconscious."

"Oh, mama, if you know what happened," I sigh and lowered my stare to the floor.

"I know," she sigh.

"Am sorry mama, it all came like a flood unexpectedly, I think I fell for it, I did lots of bad stuffs."

"I know, that's why God is giving you a second chance, you need to change Alex, you need to or you will end in hell."

"God? I don't believe in him! He cursed all this, but is alright now, I killed Tony and am here with you, everything is over, right?"

She shook her head with disappointment and a little sigh escape her lips, "That's one of your mistakes Alex, God is real, heaven is real hell is real, everything about the Bible is real! you need to change in your ways, all this anger and hatred." She paused. "In deed you've changed so much, the Alex I brought up was a responsible and kind hearted boy, full of life, joy and innocence. He was my Alex, the one that curse me to smile, I want him back." A tear slip from her eyes and crept down her cheeks.

"They hurt me, they turn me to this, Tony turn me to this, I hate him!" I whispered.

"You need to go for your time have not come yet, heed to my voice, change." she whispered.

"No! I don't wanna leave you! Stay with me!" I hugged her tightly and refused to let go.

"I love you baby," she kissed me and disappeared. I looked around and found no one, she was gone! Gone! Leaving me alone.

I stood up and watch as everything slowly faded and I was found in the dark, just falling endlessly.

I close my eyes and when I opened them I was in a hospital room, I quickly sat up staring at Carlos, Rosa, Charlie, Margaret, grandma and grandpa, the kids, Jimmy and Billy, with some more people.

"Hey am up!" I stood on my feet with my hands wide opened, they ignored me and kept staring at the bed.

I was annoyed by there action, so I reached to touch Charlie, my hand just went through his wrist, I stare wide eyes at my hand, my gaze landed on my body laying on the bed with tubes attached to the heart minor, that was making a beep sound, and a big oxygen mask, with bandages on my chest and little cuts on my face.