CAN I TRUST HIM?

Pilot

Waking up in the morning is not difficult for me because I hardly sleep. I am used to nightmares, they come almost every night but then also haunt me the same way they came for the first time. Sometimes I think that will they ever stop but deep down I know the answer. I know that they can never stop and I will never be able to handle it. I just have to learn make it a part of myself. I am always happy and cheerful because I don't want anyone to think that I am weak or vulnerable. I don't them to know that how difficult it is to smile for me. I don't want them to know, how difficult it is for me to be cheerful all the damn time. I know that I am strong, independent and can take care of myself. I don't want anyone in my life. I wanna be alone for the rest of my life because that's what I want. Love, emotions are nothing but some writers thoughts. They are just some sensual attraction between two people but nothing else. I know what love does to people. It destroys people's lives. I am content with my life and I don't want anything else. Tomorrow is my job interview and after that everything will be fine. I will be fine. I have to go for my present job which is waitressing but if I'll get the job tomorrow then I will leave this job. I am an interior designer(well, not yet but have done a course of it and will be one Tomorrow if I get the job) and this waitressing was only to get a proper meal everyday till I get a proper job.

Just thinking about a proper job and doing the thing I love sends a shiver inside me. Tring-tring-tring-tring... I picked up my phone and answered.

"hey! Caella Bennett this side. Who's this? "

"Hey K, it's me!! "

Me is my best friend samantha. We work at the same place and we are totally different. Our thinking, our likes and everything are totally different but I don't how but we became best friends forever. Well, there was one thing common between us, we both HATED our boss. He is an asshole. Whatever we do is wrong according to him. I just want to leave this job and get started with my life. The main reason of me considering to leave this job is him.

"Hi!! What's the matter? You never call and I was just coming to thé çáfé(it's actually the name of the cafeteria). Is everything thing okay? "

"Okay?!! Everything is gonna be A-MA-ZINGGG" She said literally shouting in the phone.

"Calm down and tell me EVE-RY-THING" I said trying too hard to match the same excitement. Trust me, really HARD.

"I'll tell you everything at work so come fast cause it my LAST DAYYY!!! "

"What?!! WHat?!!WHAT??!!" This time it wasn't so hard to match the exact same excitement. I was just shocked. Just so shocked. She is so damn lucky man...so damn lucky. Oh! I am so happy for her. I just have to get ready and get going fast...

I entered the cafeteria and got ready with my uniform, apron and everything. I rushed to find Sam and got bumped into a hard wall.

"Shit!!" I looked up and to my surprise, it wasn't a wall but a hard chest of a man. Well, calling him just a man would be an understatement, he was goodlooking-overloaded-hotness-model-looking man. He was so damn fucking hot. He was-

"What the fuck!! You destroyed my shirt. You fucking destroyed it. Don't you know how to do you stupidly easy job. You just have to deliver something and take orders and you can't even do that! Huh?"

"I.. I.. I am so so-rr-rry" I stuttered a lot and I never stuttered in front of anyone. No one could ever intimidate me the way he did. My mind, my senses weren't working. I just stood there, making a fool of myself.

"You're what?? Sorry?? Well I can get a new ironed, without satained shirt with your fucking sorry? Guess what, I CAN'T!!!" He was shouting at me hysterically in front of the whole cafe nd I was really getting hurt. Hot tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't see. Then a voice rushed into ma mind-

"don't let anyone, ANYONE hurt you. Their words and actions can sometimes make you shut up, won't let you speak but remember one thing that you have to fight a way through it and fight, speak and explain yourself, don't ever let anyone to shut YOU up. You are strong. YOU ARE STRONG"

"Yess!! Yess I know you can't. It was a mistake and I am sorry that I got bumped into a person who was wearing a-new-perfectly-ironed-without-stained- shirt. I am sorry that I got bumped into an asshole who shouts at people who are working their asses off. I am sorry that I bumped into a person who cares more than a lot about his shirt than a person who was working in the cafe delivering coffees and taking orders. I am sorry that I bumped into a person who thinks that this job is stupidly easy. I AM FUCKING SORRY!!! " Now just was shouting hysterically.

He did not say anything more and turned to leave.

But the fight wasn't over yet. Now there was an another asshole- my boss. He was glaring at me like he was going to snatch my eyes and rip my heart out. God please save me. I can't take it anymore. Ughh!!

"What was that? How dare you talk like this to our customer?" Wow he is calm.
"ANSWER ME DAMMIT!! " Guess I was wrong.

"Not now, not now troye... " I waved at him and started walking towards a table to take the order. He took hold of my hand and jerked me towards him in a second. I was shocked. He was definitely not allowed to touch me. Anger was there before but now it was more than than inside of me. He started shouting at me but I couldn't listen.

"That's it. Enough is enough." I shouted at him and from his face I could tell that he was in pure shock. "I quit"

"What?!!"
"I said I QUIT"