I quit... Was it a good decision? Was it rational? I mean what if it was a bad decision ? What if what I did was because of all the anger? Ugh!! I hate this. I was shocked when samantha told me that it was her last day but i never thought it would be mine's also... When I told troye that I quit, I rushed out of the cafe. I texted Sam that we'll meet at my apartment. I am sitting alone in my apartment alone with all these stupid thoughts, waiting for Sam.
The doorbell rang and I literally ran to open the door. I was really eager to have someone else's opinion to know if I made the right choice. Let's see Sam's opinion...
"Whoa bro!! You dunno how much I need to talk to you about. " She came in the second I opened the door.
"Well, hello to you" I gave a nervous chuckle cause right now I can't laugh properly with my shaking hands and me dying of curiosity.
"You know we don't need that"
"Need what? "
"Ya know, this-hello-hi-bye-bye!! " She said this mimicking in a high pitched voice.
"Yeah whatever, listen I need to talk to you. I was wondering if I made a right decision by leaving the cafe?"
"Yeah that... Uhm..." She cleared her throat and gestured me to sit with her in the sofa. I was getting nervous every second. "IT WAS AN AMAZING IDEA!! I mean, it was a little bit stupid and irrational" I knew it. It was and I knew it. How can I be that stupid and.. And.. Irrational. "I mean it could've been if..."
"Are you trying to kill me or what?!! Huh? What IF!!??"
"If I wouldn't have brought an interview for both of us! Ahhh!! That is why I said that it was my last day and I wanted to tell you that it can be for both of us face to face"
"Omg!!! Sam I love you but.. But I told you that I already have an interview fixed for tomorrow"
"Oh yeah?" She scoffed.
"What?" I was really confused.
"You have an interview fixed to an office which doesn't have any scope, it won't even give you a good salary, what is there to work for. They rarely get any clients or anything whereas the one where I am taking you for an interview has a lot of scope for you. It is a very big company. You get to learn a lot of things. They even will give you good salary plus all the clients there are not just normal people but billionaires who come for designing hotels, offices and big big projects. Even the interior of houses are for people who are Richie-rich."
"I get it. I totally get it and the way you are explaining it, I am sure that I won't get that job and if I don't I will be unemployed and I don't want that."
"Yeah, I know that but what I also know is that you'll definitely get a job there. You deserve it. I mean they would never get an employee like you, ever. So don't worry and just suck it up. Plus even if worst comes worst and you don't get that job, then trust me you can get that shitty pitty job in just a click of your hands. Okay? " She laughed and I dunno why but I joined her. Trust me, talking to samantha always helps.
***My morning always begins with sweaty hands and my body shaking. I just hope that one day before I die, at least I have one experience of sleeping without any nightmares. That at least when I wake up in a morning and say-I actually slept like a baby. Today I have a very important interview and I haven't prepared anything. I mean I have revised everything about interior designing but have not prepared to answer questions about life and Everything. I think that you have to be real in an interview . That you don't pretend to be another person. And if you are good enough then you'll definitely be selected in an interview.
"You ready?" Sam asked. We were getting ready together. She was wearing a pink shirt and a grey skirt with nude heals.
"Yeah. How do I look?" I was wearing green suit with white sweater. I was carrying a black small purse and white shoes.
"You look good. Let's go." She sighed. Even she was not cheerful. She was as nervous as me. I've never been nervous about anything. But this time I am because I am scared of being an unemployed person and live in the streets. If I wouldn't have left that freakin' waitressing job. I wouldn't have been this nervous. Let's just hope for the best.
I don't have a car. It isn't like I can't have. I have been saving up for years to buy my baby. If I buy some random car, I will never be able to buy my baby. If I get this job. I will definitely buy ma baby.
"You'll stop at the garage again?" Sam asked when we were comfortable in the car and was ready to go.
"Obviously" I stop at the garage everyday to check on my baby and to see if I am good enough to buy it. Whatever I save I submit it to the garage and they tell me how much more I need to give so that I can take ma baby out.
We stopped at the garage and I was checking it out when Mr. Hasley came.
"You come here everyday. Why don't you just buy a car you can afford and this car is not even that good. Its so old fashioned and second handed. Why are you so eager to buy it?"
"Mr. Hasley, I can't answer that. It's just is"
Well, I can but i dont want to tell that to everyone. It's so personal. I have my reasons to buy this car.
We reached the office. I never thought that this would be the office. And maybe this can be mine. Just the thought of this makes me shiver.
" If I get selected, I'll owe you big" I said to Sam and was a little bit scared of what I'll have to owe to her.
"You won't owe me anything babe. You'll get selected on your own capabilities. I just helped the company to get an employee like you. Trust me, they'll owe me big."
It gave me a lot of relief and I am really grateful to have a friend like her.
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Hey guys!! Thanks for reading. I should tell you that the story's gonna be more and more interesting. A lot of mysteries will be revealed, a lot of secrets will be revealed. Will the cafe-man who was made to leave the cafe by Caella will be involved in this story? What ya think, will she be selected in that interview? Read more to find out❤❤❤Don't forget to vote and comment❤
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