Heart's Desire

Chapter Eleven

This chapter is dedicated to @Elite_Cats for their lovely words and because I remember you from my last book! 💖🥰

Damian

I tapped my pen against the iPad on my desk as I scrolled through the conference notes that Evan had taken. I ran a hand through my hair, not feeling in the mood to do work or to do anything for the matter of fact. I felt so tired and drained of energy and my conflicted emotions weren't helping the situation either. I had been non-stop working after taking Adrianna out, perhaps it was because I genuinely had no time for her or perhaps it was to avoid her. It seemed the latter option than the first because the intimacy on that night was different. I hadn't done that with any girl hell-I barely did that with Allison.

My phone rang and I answered it quickly without glancing at the contact as I needed to get away from this suffocating work. "Hello?" I questioned and was immediately answered with an unnerving silence. I pulled the phone away from my ear to check the contact. "Adrianna?" Worry was present in my voice. Was she drunk? Did she drunk dial me? Did she need help?

"Markieeeee." I finally heard her voice in the form of a whine escaping her mouth. My mouth dropped open knowing exactly what this was. My tongue ran over the side of my top teeth annoyance. Out of all people, she did this to me?

"Adri!" I clenched my jaw, hearing the boy say her name in that tone. I heard a few laughs and then Adrianna's soft moan caught me by surprise. My cheeks flushed as I cringed feeling as if I had walked in on her having sex with someone else that wasn't me, which the situation was just like this other than I was eavesdropping I guess. My nose scrunched up in disgust hearing those sounds because I knew I wasn't causing them-rather another boy. A stupid inexperienced little boy that quite obviously couldn't bring her the same pleasure that I could bring her.

I heard a loud giggle, making me frown in response, "you're wearing too many clothes!" The rustling of material could be heard in the background as I squeezed the peng in my hand tightly. Another moan escaped past her lips and that was when I decided I had heard enough. I didn't want to hear her have sex with other boys and this wasn't the green-eyed monster before anybody decides to accuse me of feeling jealous. I just didn't like it.

I clenched the pen in my hand even more when a louder moan decided to grace my ears. I squeezed my eyes shut, in anger as I had suddenly imagined her squeezing her eyes shut as she moaned loudly. Flashes of images of how she would respond to my touches were extreme and vivid and almost too life-like. I scrunched up my nose again however, this time I had decided I had had enough of hearing her with another boy. "Adrianna your phones on." The boy paused, "Who's amore mio Damey?" His time quickly changed and it was obvious that jealousy had seeped straight into his head and the mention of another boy's name had most likely ring alarm bells. Well, try fucking listen to your fuck buddy fuck another boy buddy. I thought sarcastically.

"Damian?" I heard her breathy voice on the phone. I gulped inaudibly. I didn't want to do this. I didn't want to deal with her right now. I didn't need this right now. Before she could say anything else I ended the call, dropping my phone onto the desk. I dropped my work and pulled on a jacket over my suit shirt.

I could barely breath or think about the following actions but, I had found myself rushing to leave my house and I had found myself driving towards the only people I knew that could calm me down before I turned to something like drinking or snorting that white shit once again.

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I stormed into the house, "Oh you're angry again?" Vincent sighed.

"You're so late to our lads night Damian-Oh he's angry?" Luke's statement came out as more of a question. I tapped my fingers against the sofa's armrest, rethinking the events that had just happened.