caniff's baby | tc & dr

Chapter 19

- Emily's POV -

It was...

Aaron

Cameron

Matt

Nash

Hayes

Gilinsky

Johnson

Carter

Shawn

And.. Taylor.

What are they doing here?? Taylor said he wanted nothing to do with Drew. God, I'm starting to have a panic attack. Sh*t.

I ran over to Dillon and just cried in his shoulder. He always knows when something is wrong. He tried to calm me down, but it kinda wasn't working.

"Babes, it's okay. Everything's okay. You'll be okay. You're amazing and very strong! You're an incredible girl. Also beautiful. I know I made a mistake, but I promise I'll never leave you. I wanna live the rest of my life with you. Please don't cry. I love you."

After he said that, I stopped. That is honestly the most sweetest thing ever! No ones ever said that to me! Not even Taylor!

I pulled away and Dillon kissed my tears away. I'm honestly so lucky to have him.

Dillon and I, hand on hand, walked to go get Drew. It was time for cake. The cake had a picture of Cars on it. He picked out his cake.

Drew was still in the bounce house, but Taylor and the boys were in there with him. They were playing together and laughing. Drew looked happy, it made me happy.

"Hey Drew, it's cake time bud!" I said, trying to ignore the boys.

Drew got out, and we were about to walk away, but Taylor stopped me. "Hey Em, uh.. Can we.. Talk?" Taylor said while getting out.

I hasitated but said yes. We walked over to the side, so we could talk in private.

"What are you doing here!?" I said starting to get mad.

"I can't go to my own sons birthday party?" He yelled at me.

"No, you f*cking can't! You said you wanted nothing to do with him! So why the h*ll are you here? Don't you have a slut waiting for you?" I said yelling back. Now I'm furious.

"I was wrong I do want to be apart of his life! And no, I don't have a f*cking slut waiting for me. My girlfriend isn't a slut! You're the real slut!" He said walking away.

I just stood there. I was in deep thoughts:

"Maybe I am a slut. Maybe I shouldn't be here. No one needs me. Drew will have Taylor. Taylor is probably a better parent than I am."

Then... That's when my depression started to kick in. I haven't been depressed in a LONG time. I forgot how this felt. Now my mind kept telling me:

'You're worthless.

You're ugly.

No one needs you.

They're better off without you.

Just leave.'

"I am ugly. I am worthless. You're right no one needs me. I'm just a waste of space."

All of a sudden, someone was hugging me. Actually two people were hugging me. It scared me at first. I turned around and it was Adriana and Matt in tears.

"Guys, what's wrong?" I said confused.

"Emily.. You don't deserve to think that! You're beautiful, you're worth it, we need you here! Drew needs you here more than anyone! Taylor would not know how to take care of a Four year old. Please please PLEASE don't feel like that. We love you Emily." Matt said as Adriana just starts balling her eyes out.

I hugged both of them for about 3 minute. Then I pulled away and said, "I'll stay strong for you guys. Thank you so much. It means a lot."

They nodded and we walked to the table everyone's at. Dillon saw that I was crying and hugged me. "Don't listen to him, babe."

I just smiled. I wiped my tears away so Drew wouldn't see me crying. I lit the candles and we sang happy birthday. After passing out cake and everything. It was time for Drew to open up his presents.

He got a lot surprisingly. After presents a lot of people started leaving.

I got to talk to my mom and brother before they left to go to Indiana. I missed them so much! My mom helped me with my pregnancy when Taylor felt. She wasn't mad, she understood. My brother and Dillon helped also.

Taylor left without saying anything to me, but he talked to Drew. The boys talked to me for a while. I missed them a lot! We use to hangout so much! I got all their number since I forgot to when we were in Indiana.

Everyone felt and I put Drew's toys in his room.

It was about 7:00 now, Dillon said he wanted to stay the night tonight. So we were planning on having a movie night with Drew! Drew is a BIG movie lover like me!

After we all got dressed in our pjs when went in the living room to watch a movie. Drew and Dillon picked out the movie while I made popcorn!

First we are watching Nemo.

Drew had a mini bed down here for she we did movie events like this. So, he was on his bed with Popcorn and juice. Dillon and I were cuddled on the couch eating popcorn.

Half way through the movie I said, "Hey bud! Did you have an amazing birthday today?"

"Yes I loved it! Thank you for everything mommy! I love the Legos you got me!" Drew said.

"Well I know you LOVE Legos. Your welcome. I'm glad you loved it!" I giggling.

"Hey, are you okay? I know you didn't have the best day." Dillon whispered to me.

"Yeah, I'm fine right now. Thank you for always being there for me. I love you." I smiled.

He kissed me and said "anything for you beautiful."

I rested my head on his chest and I slowly fell asleep.

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Hey guysssss!

I decided to write since my chapters have been very short & suck!

I hope you like this one! 😘

- JH 💕