You Ruined My Heart

Things I do for you.

Then they noticed Louis coming down the stairs. His eyes were still  red though. They all were glad to see Louis, especially Harry, who thought Louis came down to see him. But no. Louis just came down to clear his and spend some time with the boys.  And he kept in mind not to take a look at Harry no matter what because it would just make his feeling worse. "Hi Louis" smiled Zayn as Louis came to sit next to Niall on the far end of the couch. "Hi guys. What'ch ya watching?" Louis said once he was sitted on the couch. "We're watching Dawn of the Dead. Wanna watch?" asnswered Liam. "Definately." Louis answered back. "I'll get more popcorn!" Harry said quickly without any excitement as he quickly got up from the couch and rushed to the kitchen with the popcorn bowl on his hand. It was as if he was trying to get away from Louis, and unfortunately he was. But he eventually came back. Louis just ignored Harry's unusual action and just kept watching the movie. After a couple of minutes, Harry came back with a bowl full of popcorn which he held with two hands. He placed it in the middle of the table and sat back down on the couch next to Zayn. For the next couple of minutes, they watched tv silently and munched on popcorn, but it turned out Niall is the one who ate most of them. Then all of a sudden, Harry shot up from the couch and he ran to the bathroom, holding on to his mouth as he went. The boys saw this. Louis saw it as well. But they just thought it was no big deal. Then after ten minutes, Harry still didn't come back. "Harry didn't come back yet?" Niall asked as he looked at the spot Harry was previously sitting at, but he wasn't there. Zayn got up from his seat. "I'll go check on him." he said. "No I will." Louis said as he got up from his seat. Although Harry doesn't care about him anymore and may have cheated on him, Louis still cares about Harry.

So he walked to the bathroom and knocked on the door hoping that Harry was ok. When Harry did not open the door,  Louis just forced himself to open the door by hisself. When he went inside, he found Harry sitting on the floor and vominting into the toilet. Louis was surprised. All this time, Harry was vominting and he didn't even know. He head over to Harry, bended down and tried comforting the poor lad.Louis caressed Harry's back smoothly. Louis' touches were very familiar to Harry and so comforting. He missed Louis so much. "What happened Harry?" Louis asked. Harry thought for a while before he answered. He hadn't had alchohol or been drunk today. In fact he hadn't drank for a year, so it was not the alchohol that was causing him to throw up. He and Louis hadn't fucked eachother in six months. But he did have sex with Nick earlier today. Maybe having sex with Nick caused this. And if that was the case, he decided not to tell Louis because if Louis found out about this, he would be even more mad at him. So he decided to answer with a simple "I dont know."  Louis got up from the floor and stood. "Are you done?" he asked Harry. "Yes. I think so." Harry replied as he flushed the toilet and tried to get up, but failed. So Louis helped him. He held Harry's hand and pulled him up. Its been a long time since they held hands and they both missed it so much. Louis' warm hand pressing Harry's hands made Harry just want to touch Louis all over but he knew he couldn't becuase Louis probably wouldn't let him. And Harry's warm hands pressing against Louis' hands made Louis want to just kiss it, but he knew he couldn't because Harry doesn't love him anymore. When Harry fully stood up and was able to stand steadily, they  both were facing eachother, still holding hands because it felt too good to let go, and their eyes met.

Harry missed those shiny crystal blue eyes so much.  And Louis missed those shiny emerald green eyes just as much as Harry missed his. They missed eachother so much and they both still love eachother but Louis couldn't forgive Harry for what Harry had done to him. Therefore he broke eyes with Harry and then looked down to find that him and Harry are still holding hands. It felt so good that he didn't even notice they were holding hands up until now. He let go of his and Harrys hands. "I-I cant do this. I'm so sorry." Louis wispered and then ran out the door. Harry turned red. He just stood there thinking about what he just did and he felt dumb. Then after a few seconds or so, he finally brushed his teeth and rinsed his mouth and left the bathroom. He went to find Louis so he can apologize for what happened earlier. First he looked in the living room, but Louis wasn't there. Next he looked in the kitchen, but he wasn't there also. Then he checked Louis room. His door was closed but not locked. Harry heard quiet crying coming from the room so he was sure Louis was in there. He opened the door and walked inside. He saw Louis in his bed sobbing into his pillow. Louis didn't notice Harry walk in. Harry sat next to Louis in his bed and softly placed his hands on Louis' shoulders. "Louis, I'm so sorry for everything I did. Can you please let me explain?" Harry said, hoping that Louis would finally let him explain. "Don't touch me." Louis said in anger as he moved Harry's hands off his shoulders.