You Ruined My Heart

Returning It Back

The next day, Harry got up ear;y so he decided to make pancakes for breakfast. He made some extras for Nick to eat when he gets up. When Harry finished eating breakfast he went to his room and got Louis' diary out from his wardrobe and went back downstairs.Then he drove to Zayn's so he can return Louis' diary back to him. He parked his car at Zayns driveway and knocked on the door. Without hesitation, Zayn opened the door. "Hey Harry! I see you came back. Come inside." Harry walked inside and asked, "Where's Louis?"

"He's in the shower. Why?"

"I came to return his diary back. I found it under my pillow and I thought he might need it."

"Oh. Well you can give it to me and I'll give it to him."

"Umm I kind of wanted to give it to him myself and talk to him about a few things."

"Oh ok then. But you'll have to wait for him to come out of the shower first."

"I can wait."

"Ok Then. You sit down and watch tv as I make tea." With that Zayn walked to the kitchen as Harry took a seat on the couch. He flipped through channels but none of them were interesting. Just then he heard footsteps on the stairs. He was guessing it was Louis. Louis walked downstairs to eat breakfast and he saw Harry sitting on the couch. And Harry saw Louis. Louis looked so hot in the morning especially after he took a shower. Louis' hair was wet and he had on his red robe. Harry missed his beautiful Louis. If only Louis could come back. Harry ran over to Louis, who was standing at the bottom of the stairs.

"Louis, I came back to give you your diary. I found it under my pillow." Harry said as he handed Louis the diary. Louis didn't take it right away though. First he looked up at Harry then he looked down at the diary and then he gently took it from Harry's hands.

Then Louis wispered "Thanks. I needed that." as he walked back upstairs to his room to put his diary away somewhere safe. Harry watched Louis' every steps and couldn't take his eyes off of him. Once Louis was out of Harry's sight, Harry sighed and went to the kitchen.

"Did Louis wake up?" Zayn asked.

"Yes he did."

"Where is he?"

"He went to put his diary away."

"You gave it to him already?"

"Ya why?"

"No reason. I just thought you could've waited a little longer."

"Oh well. I guess I'll be going now."

"Wait...I thought you wanted to talk to Louis!" Zayn said as he watched Harry who was almost about to walk out of the kitchen. Harry turned back and said "Ya I did, but theres no point. He wouldn't even listen to me."

"Why wouldn't he?"

"Because he didn't listen to me yesterday."

"Just give another try. Maybe he'll listen to you this time." Zayn said.

Harry took a deep breath and decided that he will give another try. When he turned back around to go to the living room, he bumped into someone. That someone was Louis. Louis wasn't watching where he was going and he accidently bumped into Harry. "Oof"' Louis said as he rubbed his head and looked up to see who was the person he bumped into. Oh God, he bumped into Harry. Louis quickly backed away. Harry was rubbing his arms as thats where Louis had bumped into. Harry looked away from his arms and looked in front of him and saw Louis. Oh God, he had bumped into Louis. "I'm sorry. Are you okay?" Louis asked Harry. "Yes I'm more than okay. The question is, are you okay Louis?" "Yes I'm fine thank you." Louis said as he walked past Harry and into the kitchen.

"Wait Louis! Can I talk to you about something?" Harry said as his eyes followed Louis. Louis ignored Harry at first. He poured his cup of tea that Zayn made. Then he took a seat at the kitchen table. Louis knew what Harry wanted to talk about. He knew that Harry just wanted to ask him to come back. But Louis asked him anyways. "What do you want to talk about?" Harry walked over to the kitchen table and sat in the seat in front of Louis. "I read a couple of the pages on your diary although I knew I wasn't supposed to, and -" Harry said but was interrupted by Louis. "YOU READ MY DIARY?"  "I couldn't help it. " Harry answered. Louis sighed angrily, but at least Harry was telling the truth. "What did you read?" Louis asked. "I read four entry's and all I can say right now is 'sorry Louis'. I'm so sorry I broke your heart. I never meant to hurt you and me going out with Nick never meant anything to me either. I just want you to forgive me Louis."   "Harry, I saw you kissing that guy and the way you kissed him surely looked like it meant something to you. I know you like him, okay? Now please stop begging me to forgive you becuase it won't happen."  Louis said as he got up to put his cup in the sink and then walked out of the kitchen.

Harry was doomed. Louis would never forgive him. Harry was afraid that he might lose Louis forever.

Harry went back to the living room and saw Zayn sitting on the couch. He walked towards the door and opened it and said,  "Zayn, I'm going home now. And tell Louis that I love him. Bye." With that, Harry closed the door and drove back to his flat. But as he drove, the only thing he was thinking was 'HOW TO PROVE TO LOUIS THAT HE LOVES HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING?'  Halfway back, he figured out the answer to that question. The only way to get Louis back was probably to breakup with Nick. But how in the world was he supposed to do that? He can't breakup with Nick, not now atleast. He is pregnant with his child and he cant break up with him now becuase he needs Nick to help him during his pregnancy. Of course, he can break up with him after he gives birth, but right now. He just cant.