You Ruined My Heart

I miss you

One day before Harry's due date:

Zayn knocked on Harry's door, and surprisingly, Nick opened it. "Hi Nick. Where's Harry?" Zayn asked. "He's in bed. He's not feeling very well. You wanna come in or something?" Nick asked. "Sure." he replied. As Zayn walked into the quiet flat, he took his coat off and hung it in one of the hooks on the coat rack. Then he asked, "Is it okay if I see how Harry's doing?" "Sure" Nick answered as he closed the door. "but make sure not to startle him awake." he finished. "I wont!" Zayn screamed from half way up the stairs. Zayn slowly opened Harry's bedroom door and saw Harry sitting in bed looking at a picture glumly. Zayn shut the door and went to sit next to Harry. "Hey buddy. What're you looking at?" Zayn asked. Harry looked away from the picture and into Zayns eyes. Then he looked back at the photo. Zayn looked at the picture that Harry was holding and it was a picture of him and Louis. That explained why Harry looked so sad. The Harry tried to put the picture in the dresser but failed due to his extra gained waight, so instead he he put it next to him and sighed."Does Louis have a girlfriend?" Harry asked. "Uh yeah, he does actually. He met her at the park. The two got along very well. They're engaged now." Harry tried not to start crying as his heart broke to the word engaged. Zayn could just tell by looking at Harry's face that Harry was heart broken. He tried to change the subject. "So, how're you feeling Harry ?" "I'm feeling okay I guess. I'm due tomorrow. Maybe earlier than that but the doctor said tomorrow." "Oh sounds cool." "Yeah not really. I'm really nervous and scared. I'm not ready to give birth to twins." "You're going to do fine Haz. Don't worry about it. We'll be there to help you."

Harry sighed. I wish I was pregnant with Louis' babies. He always wanted kids and I became pregnant with someone else's. I just... I don't know what to do Zayn. I love him. I always loved him. And I'll always love him. I fucked up so bad. I wish I could undo everything wrong I did so Louis and I would still be together and he wouldn't have to be engaged and I wouldn't have to be pregnant w-with someone I don't love," Harry stopped for a moment as a single tear escaped his eyes, " I-I just don't know what to do zayn. I miss him. And I want him back so badly. I want him to be here, cuddling with me. I miss him so much." At this point Harry was sobbing. Zayns heart broke to watch Harry like this. He couldn't help but hug the helpless, younger lad. "It's alright Harry. He loves you. I know he does. The love you guys have is true love. Sure you messed up, but doesn't everyone? Don't worry Haz. We'll find a way to get him back." "He won't come back zayn, he's with that girl. He loves her. I saw it in his smile when he was looking at her. He used to smile at me like that. He's not going to come back Zayn, I just know it." "Harry you didn't even try to get him back. All you did was beg him. Begging him won't get his trust back not come back. You have to think of something else other than begging." "Like what Zayn?" "That's up to you Harry. You're the one that needs to get his trust back, not me." "But Zayn, even if I tried, he wouldn't listen to me. He will run away like he always does." "Your right Harry. I think the best thing for you guys to do right now is to be friends. You guys don't talk anymore, and that's not helping your relationship at all." "So how do I get to be friends with him?" "Don't worry. I'll call him up a few days after you give birth so we can just hang out. Yeah it may be a bit awkward at first but it'll work out." "Thanks Zayn. I don't know what I'd do without you." "Haha no problem Harold! That's what friends are for right?" "Haha yeah. I think I'm going to take a nap. I'm really tired." "Yeah, you need sleep anyways Harold, tomorrow's a big day for you. Bye for now Harry and sleep well!" Zayn said as he headed for the door. "You too!" Harry said before lying down to take his nap.

Zayn went back downstairs to talk to Nick about the baby. "So Nick, what are you guys planning to do after the twins are born?" Zayn said as he sipped the coffee Nick had made for him. Nick sat down on the couch next to him. "I asked Harry the same thing actually. He said he's going to give birth and give the twins to me. I honestly don't know how I'm going to take care of two kids by myself. Harry needs to be here with me to help me. But he just wants to get Louis back and leave me with the twins." "Wow..that doesn't make any sense." "I know it doesn't. But that's what Harry wants. He's carrying the babies anyways." "Yeah true, but how're you going to take care of two kids by yourself?" "Honestly I don't know. I actually kinda love Harry but I know he doesn't love me half as much as I love him. He loves Louis. He talks about him almost everyday. That's all he talks about. Louis. And I feel guilty for getting in their way. I feel like I'm the reason why they broke up, the reason why Harry cries himself to sleep everyday, the reason Harry's pregnant with mine but not Louis' kids. I'm getting in the way of their love Zayn. But it's too late now. I shouldn't have forced Harry into keeping the babies. He should've gotten that abortion. But he's due tomorrow, it's too late to do anything." It took a moment for Zayn to sink in everything Nick had just told him. "Wow I don't know what to say..." "Yeah so I'm planning on moving to America and finding someone new to love because I can't stay here and keep loving Harry. I need to stop loving him because he'll never love me as much as he loves Louis." "💔 oh. What are you going to do about the twins?" "I guess I'm taking them with me. It'll remind me of Harry. Besides Harry said the babies don't mean anything to him 💔" "He said that??" "Yeah." "Why's he carrying them if they don't mean anything to him?" "I don't know. He didn't want to kill them because..you know Harry...he doesn't like harming things especially little human that's growing inside of him." Zayn checked his watch, seeing it was time for him to go. "I better be going. I hope you discuss all this with Harry." Zayn said as he got up to get his coat from the rack,"I'll see you guys tomorrow!" With that he left the flat.

"AHHHHHHH!!!!" Nick heard come from upstairs. It must be Harry. He ran upstairs as fast as he could and quickly opened the Harry's bedroom door to reveal a pained looking Harry. "HELP DO SOMETHING. IT HURTS!!!"

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