You Ruined My Heart

Under the Pillow

Harry drove back to his flat, still upset that he couldn't bring Louis back with him. But he won't give up. He opened the door and walked inside his flat. Nick was nowhere to be seen. Harry went upstairs to see if he was there, but no. Harry thought Nick went out to get some groceries. So Harry didn't want to worry about it and he went to his bedroom and layed down. It was only 12:00 but to Harry's it's been a long day. Just as he put his head down on the pillow, he felt something hard under it. He looked under the pillow and saw it was a diary. He took it out from under the pillow and then he sat down in his bed. He looked at the cover and it said Louis name. It was Louis' diary. Harry wasn't sure if he was supposed to read someone else's diary, but he had to make a choice. He decided to read it. But why did Louis leave his diary behind? Did he forget to take it with him when he went to Zayns? Well whatever the case may be, Harry had to read it first and then return it back to Louis. He took a deep breath and opened to the first page, excited and nervous and curious all at the same time to find out what was hidden inside. He started reading the first page. It was about back when Louis auditioned for the Xfactor. 

 Dear diary, 

Today I auditioned for the Xfactor. I was really nervous when I stepped into the stage. The audiance was huge and made me even more nervous. I sang 'Hey There Delilah'. I was very nervous at first, but I got used to it as I sang the song. The judges told me that I did good but I was still worried for the final results. At break time, I went to use the bathroom and I met this guy. He was using it and I opened his door by accident. He said "Hi" and I said "Oops." And thats when I felt something inside my heart and I knew it was caused by the boy. His smile, his dimples, his looks, and lastly his voice. He was the sweetest thing I ever saw. He never told me his name, but he told me that he hopes to see me again. I don't know what he is doing to me, but I know it was something because my heart kept beating faster and faster as he said each word. Then after a few hours, they called us back up on stage and told us who passed the auditions. I was very worried. I was really upset when they did not call my name. But what I didn't know was that I still had a chance. As I was about to leave, they called me and several others back on stage. I was anxious and excited at the same time. I was shocked when they said my name and four other boys, including the boy I met earlier. They announced that we are put together as a band and all of us were happy. As soon as we heard the announcement, me and that boy hugged eachother with excitement. I don't know why, but that hug felt like the best hug ever to me. I later found out his name was Harry Styles and I was more than glad to have him as my bandmate. Zayn Malik, Niall Horan and Liam Payne are also my bandmates and I think we all will get on very well.

                                      Yours truly, Louis xo

Harry finished reading Louis' first journal enry and the only word to describe him right now is 'shocked' He was shocked by the fact that he just found out Louis loved him at first sight. The moment Harry met Louis, he felt the same way as Louis and he was happy to know that Louis felt the same. At first, was too nervous to tell Louis about his felling because he was afraid Louis didn't fell the same way, but now, Louis' journal reveals to him that Louis did feel that way at first sight. And now Harry's tears were rolling down because the boy who he loved at first sight, and who also loved him back at first sight, is now gone. No knowing of when he will ever come back to him. Just then, he heard someone opening the front door. He wiped his wet face and put away Louis' journal in a safe place so he can read it later and went downstairs. Downstairs, Harry found Nick struggling with bags of groceries so he helped him with them.

Harry took two bags from Nick and placed them on the kitchen table. Nick followed him with three other bags. Harry looked inside the bags and saw that it was filled with food. "I never told you to go buy groceries." Harry said to Nick.