I'm trying to figure out how to say this
Im so afraid I might sound ridiculous
Some people make it seem effortless
What if I end up sounding like a hot mess?
What doesn't kill you make you stronger, right ?
It's always better to talk it out right?
It's hard to talk, so maybe I'll just write
You can't hear me out now, how about tonight?
Could I hold it in a little longer? I might
You can't tonight, call you tomorrow ? Aiight
It's not that I don't want to communicate my struggles
It's just that no one is willing to listen to my troubles
Suppressing my emotions is what I'm used to
I always tell myself I'll make it through
But the emotions are eating me inside
The part of me that was happy has died
I need cleansing, should I buy downy or tide ?
Miss the times when my emotions and I were like Bonnie and Clyde
It seems like loneliness and I have been soul-tied
No! I rebuke that in the name of Jesus the devil lied!
I declare war against fear
I will no longer turn to liquor or beer
I need to cut off all negativity that appear
I need to focus on my goals and my career
Psalm 27:1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
Now that I think about it
I should've been stop crying and just pray about it
There ain't a thing God can't do and the enemy can do nothing about it
Am I still sad? Not even a little bit
I got a good reason to smile, negativity and I just split
If it ain't positivity, just miss me with it
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Inside out
PoetryI find it easier to write about the things that are hard to talk about. I conquered the inability to sustain a consistent character that does not depend on anyone to make me happy. This book is for anyone going through an emotional rollercoaster, an...
