KATRINA- THE DEVIL'S BRIDE

chapter 53~ advice

KATRINA POV

Bila saya masuk ke bilik hotel, saya mandi dan menangis di dalam bilik mandi lagi. Should u put that much effort to show me that u have moved on Aaron?

I hate him!

No..

I'm still madly in love with him and its breaks my heart to see him with someone else!

Saya rasa mau bunuh diri ja sekarang ni bila suda nampak Aaron depan mata. Padan muka kau Katrina! Dulu berabis kau benci dia. U got your wish now right? The annoying side of me menyindir saya.

That was before i felt in love with him, u idiot! This is why i'm afraid to fall in love. The pain is uncurable. The other side of me sedang cuba mempertahankan saya.

Selesai ja saya mandi, saya nampak Mrs Quinn baru balik. Dia nampak keletihan. Ya. Kami bertiga kongsi bilik sebab dia nda mau Copeland bersendirian.

"Looks like u found him Kat.."Mrs Quinn bilang sambil duduk di meja solek dan remove make up dia. Did she saw us?

"found who?"saya pura2 lagi tanya dia.

"Aaron Wilbur.. Kau nda mau minta explaination dari dia?"-Mrs Quinn

"Buat apa juga.. Dia bukan suka sama saya pun.. Lagipun kalau betul dia suka saya, he should come to me 1 year ago.. Madam nda nampak ka dia ada bawa perempuan tadi?"semangat saya bercakap sebab terlampau geram. Kenapa ba teda topik lain sejak kita di Hadley ni?

"Ish..ish..ish.. There's when u got it all wrong honey.. Kalau dia suka kau, dia kena pigi kepada kau? How bout u? U loved him right? Kenapa kau nda pigi kepada dia bila dia sedar dulu? Bertepuk sebelah tangan nda akan berbunyi, u know.. And mungkin ini ada turn kau pula yang dapatkan dia.. Sebagaimana dia usaha untuk dapatkan kau dulu.  Don't u think so?"-Mrs Quinn

"But.. Its complicated.. U don't know our history.. Its way too complicated.. Macam Madam sama boss lain la.. Sama kaya.. Sama padan.. Lagipun boss mimang sayang sama Madam.."saya bilang lagi perlahan.

"Oppss.. Kau silap Katrina.. Kisah kami lebih dari complicated.. Kalau saya kasitau kau, tentu kau nda percaya.. Kau mau tau, saya yang tergila-gilakan husband saya.. Sedangkan masa tu saya suda kena arrange marriage sama my own cousin, si Oliver Skyes.. I don't want to marry Oliver and neither does Oli.. Saya gila2 sama husband saya sampai dia tinggalkan saya tanpa kata.. Kau baru kena tinggal 1 tahun kan? Saya dan my husband was seperated for 4 years.. We never even contact each other.. And no one knows about our realationship.. Not even his bestfriends, Oliver and Andy.. One day after 4 years, we meet again.. And guess what, we fall in love again on pandang pertama.. I hate him so much.. I thought i hated him after 4 years.. But u know what.. Just a kiss and a hug melts me right away.."Mrs Quinn bilang sambil lap airmata dia. She was crying and smilling in the same time. Happy tears i guess.

"Tapi tentu nda da halangan macam saya kan Madam?"saya tanya dia lagi.

"Says who? Bila saya bertegas mau kawin sama my husband, my late mum drag me back to New York and lock me up.. She even torture me sampai saya bunuh diri.. Saya gantung diri di dalam bilik sebab saya frust nda dapat mau kawin sama Kellin.. He was my everything.. I don't think i can live without him.. I didn't know I was pregnant with Copeland by then.. The doctor say i had stop breathing and my heartbeat stops for a few minutes.. Mungkin Tuhan mau kasi saya peluang untuk hidup bahagia.. Jadi Oliver bawa Kellin ambil saya balik Malaysia then we got married.. Then kau mau cerita pasal perbezaan darjat? Try ask your boss, apa kerja dia masa saya jumpa dia dulu.."-Mrs Quinn