I stare at the message , " what have you been doing?" and I want to give a lie for a reply. The truth is I have been lazying about and feel like I have lost any inch of purpose I had ever felt. I had always found joy in reading educational books but now even that does not interest me much.
My eyes water as my friend tells me I should offer to volunteer at a place. In my heart I know it won't help, I feel it's vain . I can barely put together the house chores or myself and am an emotional mess. I feel my sanity slipping away as thoughts strange even to myself slip in. But somehow I know somewhere deep within that God will help and pull me through this one too.
It's in this moment I remember of all the goodness and mercies he has shown to me and I feel as amazed and satisfied. And it's in moments like this that I feel I can let go and let Him take the lead and I lay my worries to rest as I loose myself into slumber.
I know He's got my tomorrow .
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Inbred Fire
RastgeleA young girl tries to understand who she is when she finds herself having feelings that she does not understand. As she tries to make light of them she comes up with these few short stories some in poetic form while others are just plain stories on...
