On days like today I feel like a fool
I replay all my stupid deeds
From when I walked in to a club
From kissing a good friend's boyfriend
From acting like I new it all only to fall face first because of the same mistakes I condemned everyone for
And I want to wipe my existence away
I want to let myself fade into nothingness
I long for physical pain but i have learnt that does nothing for the soul
For a moment I want to ask God and ask why am I a fool
And then I remember knowledge has been availed to all
Am just that percentage that had mocked it and refused to receive it
And the thought hurts me further
And all I can do is pray
Pray for healing
Pray for a wiser tomorrow
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Inbred Fire
RandomA young girl tries to understand who she is when she finds herself having feelings that she does not understand. As she tries to make light of them she comes up with these few short stories some in poetic form while others are just plain stories on...
