Today was supposed to be my first day of school but i didn't go. Weird fact about me: i've never been to my first day of school in my entire life. I was kind of hoping that i'd get to go today but i'm not really that bummed. I'm just a bit frustrated because my family is always up my ass about getting good grades but then they pull these things. I'm not going to school until next week because my parents decided that we need to go on a little trip.
I saw some people that i know making a fuss about their (this is in their words not mine) last first day. Boohoo. I really believe in celebrating the little things and shit but come on. It's like if i say "wow i just took my first breath as a senior can you believe it?!". It's bullshit. I miss being a kid lately, which is kind of weird because I've spent the last couple of years DYING to be a grown up. I'm turning 18 in a couple months and i couldn't think of anything scarier. But i also want to make my own decisions and deal with whatever consequences they have. Growing up is really confusing
here's a song that describes my thoughts today (this will probably be a daily thing now as well):
Eighteen - Beabadoobee
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