Sinubukan kong tawagan si Chaemin para naman may makausap ako at hindi mabottle up ang emotions ko, pero unattended siya. Kapag nasstress ako, gusto ko nalang na magshopping, and hindi ko alam kung paano ko magagawa yun ng mag isa na hindi nafufrustrate.
Chaemin, bakit ba hindi na kita mahagilap?
Naisipan ko naman na baka si Daehwi nalang? Since gay naman siya, he probably likes fashion as well? At least, yung ang nasa isipan ko.
"Hmm? Sino to?" Sagot niya, his voice husky. Fuck, morning voice?
I blinked rapidly, at saka inalis sa isipan ko yun. Bakla, te, bakla.
"Hwiiiii? May gagawin ka ba today?" Tanong ko, and I heard shuffling on the background.
"WAIT... RIA?" tanong niya, and I hummed. "Um, wala. Wala naman, teh, 왜?"
"Kasi... I just wanted to go shopping. To relieve stress. Pwede ka ba?" Sabi ko, biting on my nail at saka kinabahan.
Isang linggo pa lang kaming magkaibigan, and first weekend ko to na makakasama siya, if ever.
"Omo! Gaaaaame! I like that. Just wait for me. I'll pick you up," sabi naman niya, at napataas ang mga kilay ko.
"Wag na, magkita nalang tayo sa mall, okay?" Sabi ko, and I heard a hum on the other line.
"San banda?" Tanong niya.
"Sa may food court?" Sabi ko, and then he hummed.
"Okay, sizzzz, hintayin mo ako," ang awkward lang, kasi ang gwapo ng boses niya paggising, tapos ang maririnig mo sa kanya ay puro teh at cyst. HAHAHAHA. But it's cute.
Stress na stress na ako, naiiyak na din ako, dahil wala pa si Daehwi and my Chenle thoughts are consuming me. I looked around, kaya lang ay biglang may tumakip sa mata ko.
"Yah, Daehwi," sabi ko, and I heard someone laughing behind me.
"Ehh, alam mo naman na," sabi niya, and then ran his hand through his hair.
He was wearing a yellow hoodie with white shorts, saka sneakers. Kung hindi ko lang alam na bakla siya, ang gwapo niya talaga tignan.
"Yuck, teh. Pinagnanasaan mo ba ako? Ew," sabi niya, at nalaglag ang panga ko at saka pinalo siya.
"Ew! Daehwi. Kadiriii," sabi ko, at nagtawanan naman kami.
"I know. You hate guys. For some reason. Some reason that I don't know," sagot naman niya, but I shrugged it off.
"Tara na? Omg, sis, tara sa H&M. May nakita ako dun na bagay sa beauty mo teh!" Sabi niya, kaya naman natawa nalang ako at hinayaan na hilahin niya ako.
"This pink one or the peach one?" Tanong ko kay Daehwi, habang minomodel sa kanya yung mini skirt na tinry ko.
He was sitting in front of me, leaning back and forth while pouting. Mukha siyang inosente na ayaw tumingin, kaya naman I pinched his cheeks.
"Yaaaaah, Daehwi-ah, which one is better? Sabi moooo," sabi ko, but he only looked at me kaya nagkatitigan kami.
"Your eyes are pretty," bigla niyang sabi, kaya naman natawa ako.
"Yuck, Hwiiii. You don't have to pretend naman, ako lang kasama mo, o? It's okay to be yourself," sabi ko, and he cleared his throat saka humiwalay ng tingin.
"Hay nako, sis. Yung peach. Bagay sayo." Sabi niya, and I grinned at him.
"Thank you!" Sabi ko, and then he nodded.
Umiwas na siya nang tingin nang binabayaran ko yun, pero medyo napatingin ako sa kanya. I saw him na pinapaypayan ang sarili na akala mo init na init, kaya naman I chuckled.
"Ma'am, boyfriend mo? Ang cute niyo. Bagay," sabi nung cashier, at napakunot naman ang noo ko.
Si Daehwi? Boyfriend ko? Sis, bakla yan! HAHAHAHA. Mukha nga naman kasi siyang lalaki if you don't know na bakla siya.
"Ay, hindi ate, hahaha. Kaibigan ko," sabi ko, and she shrugged.
"Normally gays ang kasama na magshopping if lalaki. He doesn't look gay to me," sabi nung cashier, pero hindi na ako nagsalita.
Masyadong nanghihimasok? Ate?
Kinuha ko na yung binili ko, and then binalikan si Daehwi, kaya lang ay nasa labas na pala siya.
I grinned at him at saka kumapit sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung imahinasyon ko lang yun, pero I felt him tense up again before relaxing.
"Tara, kain naman tayo," sabi ko, sabay hila sa kanya sa Greenwich.
Taong pizza na kung taong pizza. Hmph.
Habang kumakain kami ni Daehwi ay natigilan nanaman siya, kaya napatingin din ako sa tinitignan niya. There, I saw Somi. Oh?
"Soms!" Tawag ni Daehwi, and then smiled at her. Best friend niya, e.
"Omo, Daehwiii. Wait, omo, Ria Ahn?" Sabi ni Somi, and I nodded at her as I smiled.
"Hey," bati ko, and she grinned.
"Daehwi, ah? Di ka nagsasabi sakiiiin!" Sabi ni Somi, at saka tinabihan niya si Daehwi na siyang nasa harapan ko.
"Halaaa, I thought you knew he was gay?" Sabi ko kay Somi, at mukha naman na nagtaka si Somi.
"Daehwi? Gay? Hwi, you're gay? Diba hindi?" Sabi ni Somi, at nalito naman ako. Akala ko ba? Napatingin kami kay Daehwi, and he chuckled.
"Cyyyst, sinabi ko na kay Ria. Diba sayo ko palang nasabi? It's okay," sabi ni Daehwi, looking at Somi. Tinaasan naman siya ng kilay ni Somi, at tumango si Daehwi so Somi pouted and looked at me.
"Sama ako sa inyo, ha? Iniwan ako ni Aerin unnie! I mean, nawala siya hehe. Di ko alam san napunta," sabi ni Somi, and I chuckled. "We're friends na din, you can hang out with us anytime sa Academy."
"Omo, haha. Thanksss. My friend has been ditching me a lot lately, too, e," sabi ko, and she shrugged.
"I guess, there are people like that," sabi niya.
Yeah, I guess.
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gay ♡ lee daehwi
Fanfiction[ wannatwoball series #4 ] "hello, i'm-" "i don't talk to guys. unless you're gay," "-gay." in which she hated guys, except from gays and he had a crush on her so he pretended to be gay for the sake of being with her. cover by @venleyy
