gay ♡ lee daehwi

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CHAEMIN HAN
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ria
chaemin, busy ka
na ba? hindi nanaman
tayo nagkakasama.

ria
sabihin mo lang
kung busy ka or not,
okay?

chaemin
actually, oo. pero
i have something to
say.

ria
hmm? ano yun?

chaemin
ayaw na kitang maging
friend. let's forget we
EVER became friends.
hindi naman siguro
mahirap yun, diba?

ria
huh??? wtf chaemin!
anong easy dun? ikaw
lang yung kaibigan ko
mula nung bata pa tayo
and now you're expecting
me to FORGET we ever
became friends?
ANO BA YAN?
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ria
so you're basically
unfriending me?

chaemin
laaaa, pero parang
ganun na nga. i guess
i just found better
friends than you.

chaemin
sawa na kasi ako sa
issues mo sa buhay.
SAWANG SAWA na din
ako sa hatred mo sa
guys, baseless mo
kasi e.

ria
what the hell? so
i am baseless? and
chaemin, ikaw ba yan?

ria
you found better friends?
fine, be friends with them
i don't care. thx for the
MMRS girl. iloveyou ♡

chaemin
yeah whatever.
seen

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Lunch na lunch ay umiiyak ako. Para na siguro akong tanga na umiiyak dito sa cafeteria, dahil sa mga salitang binitawan ni Chaemin. So ayun? Pinagtitiisan nalang pala niya ako pero ayaw na talaga niya akong maging kaibigan? Isn't she the only friend I had?

I mean, andyan na nga sina Somi and Daehwi, pero bago ko pa lang silang kaibigan. Hindi ba't ang sakit naman ng ganito, Chaemin?

After mong gawin yun?

Nakaramdam naman ako ng nagpat ng shoulder ko, kaya napatigil ako sa pag iyak. Nilingon ko kung sino yun, seeing Daehwi na nag aabot sa akin ng panyo.

"Daehwi, I'm fine, girl. Promise," sabi ko sa kanya, but he only shook his head at saka siya mismo yung nagpunas ng mga luha ko.

"Ang sinungaling mo dun sa part na yun, cyst. Ayos lang yan, bakit, ano bang nangyari?" Sabi ni Daehwi, at napayakap nalang ako sa kanya.

Chaemin only comforted me like this once. One time. Once.

Sasabihin ko ba sa kanya?

"Chaemin ended our almost lifelong friendship. Daehwi, siya lang kaibigan ko mula pagkabata. She put up with my shits in life, ganun na ba ako hindi mahandle? She says na ang baseless daw ng hatred ko for boys, when she was the one right there nang mangyari yun. Saka hindi naman ako galit na galit talaga sa boys. Sadyang irita lang ako na irita. Ganun na ba ako kalala?" Sabi ko sa kanya, but he just carressed my hair while whispering things to me.

"Shh, no. I can say that she never was a good friend anyway," sabi ni Daehwi, and I gripped on his blazer for support. "Teh, masira yan, ha?"

Pinalo ko naman siya saka tumawa, making him chuckle.

"Charot. Besh naman, chour lang. Anyway, sabi ko naman sayo, welcome ka samin nina Somsoms," sabi niya, and I smiled at him.

"Thank you." Sagot ko, and he nodded.

"And one more thing, hindi lahat ng lalaki ay sinungaling, manloloko or what. You just have to meet someone who will never treat you the same way that guy who changed you treated you," sabi niya, and for a second there, I almost believed him and almost thought he was straight.

Hindi lahat. Hindi lahat. Hindi lahat? Hindi lahat.

Sana lalaki ka nalang, Daehwi.