Paper Balls

Chapter 37

Colby's POV

I walk up the stairs and enter my room. What if something happens at the Stanley Hotel? And our friends get hurt. They are going to blame us for everything that we've done. No Colby, quit thinking of that!

I get onto my computer and log into our account. "Let's just watch some videos from the old days." I whisper. I scroll through all the videos and find one. "How about this one." I smile. I click on it and it starts playing. 

The video starts with our old intro that we decided to put. "I don't even get why we did that." I laugh. It starts with Sam and I listening to music. Me singing it and Sam yelling. "Whats up YouTube!" I laugh at our actions. Oh right! This was like our first vlog/exploration video. \

I can't remember if we where actually going to a party or just saying that we where but actually. I get more into it and it cuts to the part where I'm trying to "fix" the engine or whatever happened to the car. "Why did I do that? But I do look fucking sexy trying to fix my old car." I laugh to myself.

"Oh my lord. Why do I look like that while running?" I watch as I tell Sam to hold the camera and run down the driveway of the abandoned house we found. We walk inside the house and oh my lord, our acting was horrible. We get farther into the house.

"Aw, you're watching our first like exploration video." I pause the video and whip my chair around and see Sam standing there with his arms across his chest. "Holy shit Sam! Don't scare me like that again." I put my hand over my heart.

Sam laughs. "Sorry, I just heard you talking, so I decided to come check out what you are doing." He walks over to me and sits on my lap. "Well, I am watching our old videos. I had nothing else better to do." I laugh. I look down and start to fiddle with my thumbs.

"I miss Kansas. But we are so busy that we can't take a trip there. I guess you could say I'm home sick." I say. Sam caresses my face and I lean into his hand. "We will take a trip back to Kansas soon. We'll bring Jake with us too. 'The Kansas Boys trip back home' would make a good title." He chuckles.

"Yeah I guess. It would." I say. Sam hops off my lap and walks to the door. "Well, I'll be heading to bed. We have another video to make. Night Bear. I love you." Sam smiles. "Night Sammy, I love you too." I say and that he leaves. 

"I forgot we had to film another video." I shut down my computer and lay in bed. Why can't I stop thinking about what is going to happen? I can't stop thinking if our friends are going to get hurt with what we are about to do soon. My anxiety is going through the roof. 

"Just think of nothing Colby. That always helps you when your anxiety if rising high." I say to myself. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. I start to think of the word nothing and slowly start to fall asleep.