Ever been in love? I'm not talking about puppy love or pure lust. I'm referring to the real deal. The endorphin releasing, soul captivating, crumbling under his touch kind of love. The kind of love that will kill you when you lose it, but will save...
The sun is beaming in my face and I slowly turn around. I open my eyes and see Grayson fast asleep next to me. He looks like an actual angel. I put my hands above my head and get in a good stretch. I curl up again and stare at Grayson for a good 20 minutes. He licks his lips and smiles every now and then. He must be dreaming. I gently get out of bed and walk over to the bathroom. When I rummage through the cabinets I find my own toiletries. "They've thought about everything!" I happily whisper to myself. I brush my teeth and wash my face. In the mirror I see the bruises covering my shoulders and chest. I smile as I gently touch them.
It might be weird. But seeing the bruises and feeling the soreness whenever I touch them, means that everything that is happening is real. That being with Grayson is real. It's not a dream. It's like pinching myself. And the fact that we have to hurt each other in bed might seem grim as well. But I don't see it that way. Our energies.. we crave each other so much even when we're with each other, we lose ourselves. I want to be sooo close to him, to his body.. that I wanna disappear inside him. It makes me wanna bite him and scratch him. It makes Grayson wanna choke me and grab me so tight that it leaves bruises all over my body. And even that doesn't feel close enough.
I dry my face and walk back into the bedroom. Grayson is propped up on his elbows and looking at a phone. "Did I wake you up?" I ask him. He looks at me and smiles. "Goodmorning baby! No you didn't wake me up. This phone woke me up. I think it's Emma's." He says as he stops reading the messages.
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He puts the phone in one of the drawers of his bedside table and reaches out his hand. "Come cuddle with me." He says with a raspy voice. I get under the covers without hesitation and put my naked body against his. He puts his arms around me and pulls me close. I wrap one leg around him as he rolls over on his back. Leaving me on top of him. My bum on his pubic bone. I lean in for a kiss. And as my tongue plays with his.. I feel him getting hard. He gets rougher with his kisses and I lift my bum a bit. Just enough to let his boner enter my sweet spot. He moans as I sit back on top of him.
I dig my nails in his chest and start moving slowly. His hands grab my waist and he meets my movements. I tilt my head back as I enjoy the sensation travelling through my body. "Holy fuck!" I hear Grayson breathe as his breathing gets heavier. I turn up the pace when I hear a glass shatter on the floor. Gray looks up and I turn my head around to see where the sound is coming from.
Cameron is staring at us with an empty tray in her hand. The plates with breakfast are all over the floor. Emma is covering her eyes and mouthing the words: "Oh my God! Oh my God!" While Ethan is looking at me with a flush on his cheeks. "Told you guys." He says dryly to Cameron and Emma.
I immediately get off Grayson and cover myself with the duvet. "For fuck's sake!" I hear Grayson yell. "Do we need to move to Antartica for some privacy?" He continues as he pulls the duvet over his body. "Okay!" Cameron says as she picks up the breakfast from the floor. "I think I just went blind."