Give it all for Love

Chapter 11

4 Weeks Later
Y/N's POV
It's been so long since I've talked to Jimin about what happened on my birthday. We still act like best friends, but it's different now.

We both stutter when we talk. We both avoid eye contacts with each other. It's getting harder for us to be like this. When I try to bring up the conversation of his confession to me, he changes the subject right away. 

I'm outside leaning against a tree as I write my poem for my English class. My professor wanted us to write a poem that would express feelings of any kind, and he gave us our emotions. Mine was love. 

How appropriate. 

I stare at the sky as I think of Jimin. His eyes, his body, his lips. 

???: Y/N!!!!!!

I look down and see Erin running towards me. Erin is one of my only real friend who is a girl. We have been good friends ever since we met in one of my English classes. We had to work on an assignment and no one wanted to partner up with me. But Erin was the only one who came up to me and wanted to be my partner. Ever since then we have gotten close. 

She sits in front of me as he set her backpack down. She pulls out two sandwiches from her bag. 

Erin: Here one for you and one for me. 

I smile as I take it. Ever since I told her I haven't tried any of the typical college foods, she has been bringing me lunch. One day ramen, next day that chicken sandwiches. She has been a sweet girl. We have gotten to know more about our lives. 

Erin wants to be an architect like her dad, she has two younger siblings. Her brother is in high school about to enter college and her sister is about to enter high school. Erin is just a ball of energy and happiness to be around. 

Erin: You finished the poem?

I hand her my notebook as she reads it silently. 

Y/N: What do you think?

Erin: I think it's time for you to confess to Jimin and get it over with it. 

Erin knows about my situation. How I'm engaged to Jungkook, while I'm in love with Jimin. 

Y/N: You know it's hard for me to do that. 

Erin: It's not that hard. Just say it. 

Y/N: I know but every time I try to tell him. He doesn't want to hear it or Jungkook appears out of nowhere. 

Erin: You got to tell him before your dad sets a date to that wedding of yours. 

I sigh as I look down. 

Erin: Well, I trust you in your decision. You will know what is right. 

She left as she had a class to get to. 

I get up from the tree and head to my lockers to put my things away. Minding my own business, I see Jungkook lean against the other locker looking at me. He pulls out a rose from his jacket pocket and giving it to me. 

I look at him in disbelief as he speaks. 

Jungkook: I just wanted to give you your first rose from your fiance. 

He smiles at me as I look at him with wide eyes. 

Y/N: Jungkook, I...

Jungkook: Don't say anything. Just take it. 

He gives it to me and leaves smiling. I look at him as he leaves, I can't help but leave it on the floor and walk away. My mind goes to both Jimin and Jungkook. I need to tell Jungkook, that I can't marry him. He's only a good friend to me that all I see him as. 

Jimin. The only person who I love. I need to tell him how I feel before it's too late. I need him, to know that I love him. That he is my everything to me. 

My mind is interrupted as I realize that I am in the middle of the street and a car is coming near me. I stop and see it closer to me as I stand still, I hear the beeping as I feel a someone pull me back. I fall on top of them as I close my eyes.

???: Y/N are you ok. 

I know this voice. I open my eyes and look to see who it is. 

Jimin. He saved me, but how. 

He looks at me with such concern. He holds my cheek as I breathe heavily. 

Y/N: Yeah, I'm fine. 

He gets up as he helps me stand. He looks at me to check if I'm hurt. 

Jimin: Come on, I'll take you home. 

Without thinking twice, he bends down for me to ride his back. Without knowing, he gets close for me to lift me up and starts to walk home. 

I feel my heart race as we make our way to my home. He is my prince, my knight, and shining armor.

I now know that I will tell him about my feelings tomorrow.