Give it all for Love

Chapter 13

3 weeks later
Y/N's POV
Jimin has not given me the reason why we can't be together. Every time I see and try to talk to him, he ignores me. It's getting frustrating to get an answer from him when all I get is silence.

I was in my room, reading when I heard my door open. I look at my father, come in. We haven't spoken about what happened at my birthday party. He sits on my bed as I keep reading.

Father: I just wanted to say I'm sorry again for what I did. It's not acceptable for my actions.

I sigh in silence as I hear him continue.

Father: I'll be gone for 5 days on a business trip with King Jeon. We will be discussing plans for your wedding with Jungkook.

I stay silent as he speaks.

Father: I'll let your brothers give you updates.

I feel his body shift as he leaves my bed and leaves my room.

I slam my book in frustration as I get up and put on my slippers to walk outside to get fresh air. I walk out and go to my mother's roses.

It's my piece of heaven when I feel sad or upset. I walk around and see Jimin from afar walking towards the house. I quickly rush up to him as he stares at me surprised. He tries to leave me there but I block him completely.

Y/N: We need to talk, Jimin. Now.

Jimin: There's nothing to say.

Y/N: I need an explanation on why?

I'm taking deep and long breathes as I speak.

Y/N: I love you Jimin. More then best friends. I know you feel it as well. So tell me why we can't be together?

I see him take a deep breath.

Jimin: I love you Y/N ok. I love you more than a friend. But we can't ever be together. You're a princess of god sake and I'm the son of driver and servent. I won't let you live a life like mine.

I just chuckle in amazement.

Y/N: You think I don't want what you have. I've always wanted to have your life. You have freedom here and I don't. You don't have people telling you what to do or say. I want your life, I rather live in squealer then live here.

Jimin: So your willing to give up all you have for me. Your duties, crown, social status all of that to be with someone of low class. I won't let you do that.

I push my hair back and stand there as I hear him say this.

Y/N: I'm sick and tired of you, my father and almost everyone telling me what to do. For once I don't want to tell me how to act or who I can or can not be with.

Jimin: I do want to be with you. But it just can't happen. I'm giving you up for your sake and for the both of us.

Out of anger and frustration, I slap him across the face. He stares at me in disbelief as I talk.

Y/N: I am my own person. I get to make my own decisions. You don't get to chose for me what I want. And what I want is you. I don't care if I'm engaged to Jungkook, he doesn't matter because I don't love him. He's nothing to me. You, Park Jimin. You are the only person I love.

I begin to tear up as I speak.

Y/N: I'm realizing now, that you're a coward. Instead of fighting for someone you love. You rather have them marry someone else for their sake. You're letting me go without giving it a chance. Even though you're saying these things that make me want to hate you. I can't help but still love you despite all of this.