Give it all for Love

Chapter 22

Y/N's POV
I was in my room sobbing. My pillow soaked in my tears as I wonder what has become of my Jimin. The last I saw of him was laying on the ground bleeding crying his love for me. I worried about him since then, it's been a day since we tried to leave. Since then my father has kept me in my room, locked forbidden to see anyone but him. Only the maids and servants are allowed, including Jimin's mother. 

She comforts me with news on Jimin and how much our love is strong. She holds me when I'm crying over and over again. 

The wedding is now tomorrow as my father wanted this to happen as soon as possible. I'm more scared now, that Jimin and I won't get our happily ever after. No doubt my father wants to secure the alliance between Jeon's father and my father. 

I hear a knock at the door as I slowly raise my head, I look and see Mrs. Park. I run to her and bury my face on her chest, crying my eyes out. She gently caressed my hair as she sat us on the bed, I'm crying so much as I pull away to see her face. My eyes are puffy from crying all night. 

Mrs.Park: Oh sweetie. I'm sorry this is happening to you.

Y/N: It's not your fault if only my father saw how much Jimin and I love each other. 

I see her doe eyes, she has to know about her grandchild. 

Y/N: Mom, there is something I have to tell you, but please promise me not to tell Jimin.  

Mrs.Park: Of course sweetie. You can tell me anything. 

I took a deep breath.

Y/N: I'm pregnant. Jimin's the father.

I lay my head down as I wait for her to speak. 

Mrs.Park: Oh my, a baby. 

I hear her giggle, them slowly die down quickly understanding the situation occurring. 

Y/N: I have lost all hope now with this. My father won't listen to me, and I know if he finds out, he will want me to get rid of the child. But I will now let him know ever.

I see her nod as I talk.

Y/N: I proposed to Jimin. He said yes, that is why I was with Erin. She was helping me and Jimin run away and start a new life. I was going to tell him about the baby when we left, now I know it wouldn't happen. I'll be married to someone who I don't love and hurt me in the process.  I will rather be dead now than marry Jungkook. But I want to have Jimin's child, even if he finds someone else or I can't find him, I will have a piece of him with me forever. 

I was balling crying as I felt Mrs.Park stroke my head sweet. Not saying a word but listen to me carefully. I look up to her as she wipes my tears.

Mrs.Park: My dear child, you know I will always support and love you no matter what happens. No matter is good or bad, you will fully have my support.

I bury my face in her shoulder as she holds me tenderly. 

We stay there for a while until she has to leave to do her chores in the house. 

I stay in my room for several hours. The day soon turns into night. I slowly see my life move quickly and getting close to my death as I call it. I hear the door open and I see Tae and Yoongi coming in. 

They both sit on my bed as lay still. 

Yoongi: Mrs.Park told us everything. 

I feel my heart drop.

Tae: I tried talking to dad about the wedding. He not speaking to us as well. He seems to be set for tomorrow. 

Yoongi: Do know what your planning on next?

Y/N: I've fought so hard to be normal. And now that I was able to have that with Jimin, dad doesn't want me to be happy. He seems more interested in the power of us than happy for me. 

Yoongi: I was in your shoes. 

I look at him.

Yoongi: When I was in high school. I saw this girl, she was beautiful and kind. She saw me as me and not a prince. We were in the same 3 classrooms. We both seemed to know that it was irresistible to be apart from each other. We spend our lunchtimes, on the rooftop of the school. Eating and talking about life, she had the same sweet deminer as mom did. We were together for 2 years, it was the best years of my life. I will never forget those moments together. Dad eventually found out about us and did a background check on her. He told me she was a low life, and useless. I didn't want to hear him at all so I ignored him for a while, till she came crying to me saying dad was threatening her and her family. 

I looked down as I feel my heartache for my brother.

Yoongi: I told her that we should run away together, but before we could plan where we wanted to go, she disappeared. I tried to find her, but I could never. Eventually, after a while, I found a note in my locker from her. She wrote that she was sorry for leaving but dad made her leave, paying her a large amount to stay away from me. She said that she would always remember me as her first love. 

My tears go down my face as I begin to cry from hearing my brother go through the same thing. I look at Tae and see him wiping from tears a well. 

Yoongi: I see what dad does, and what he did to my first love. I don't want that to happen to you and Jimin. If I have ever seen a real love before, you two are meant to be. You and our future niece or nephew deserve to have Jimin in your life. 

I hug my brother as I cry on his shoulder. He both hears my pain and sees it.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a day I want to forget and not even go.

But I will have to face everything. 

My reality.