His Unattractive Mate

001

Years later

I looked around my small room a weak sigh left my lips . Some days I just wanted to lay in my bed and stay there forever . It just wasn't possible for me .

I dressed myself in the servants uniform, which was a long loose fitting white dress . Nothing special, it was accompanied by a black apron. When I'm in my room my hair is always down , it stops almost at my hips . My hair was the only thing I loved about myself . It was long and silky , it always held a shine .  I braid it up tightly in a neat bun .

I prefer not to be around people , I noticed this at a young age . I would rather get stuck in my mind. Imagining a life outside my prison . Even the omegas are always judging , always saying cruel things to me .

I embraced it that I'm a disgrace , and I knew this was my life . I just wish I was perfect like my siblings . Maybe they would've wanted me . I looked at myself in the mirror, some days it's hard for me too . The constant insecurity barking at the back of my head .

I stepped out of my room seeing the other servants hustling around trying to get ready for their day . The servant house isn't nice as the pack houses . It was small and it didn't have up to date appliances.
The water is always cold . The rooms are basically closets . It was all I know , I can't complain. I was raised here.

I have a schedule everyone here does , today is Monday . I clean the training gym with my partner. Her name is Alyssa, we don't talk very much .

My walk to the training gym was the same as always . My eyes always remained on the ground . It never left the ground , it's for submission. I was taught that at the servant houses . I don't deserve to look at other pack members. It's what I have been told .

I walked inside the training area the smell usually made me nauseas as always . The smell of must and sweat filled the air along with grunts and groans. However today the smell of mint and pine filled the gym .

It smelt heavenly ,I pursed my lips as I went to go get a mop from the closet .

I hesitated looking over seeing my sister preparing to fight. I wondered if she remembered me ? I remember her and all my siblings . My eyes followed seeing a man walk over to her with a cocky look . I turned my head away slowly continuing what I was doing .

I rolled the mop by the weights and I began cleaning there . The sound of struggles from fight echoes. I fought myself not to look up . Knowing that I would just bring myself down later .

Until I heard this voice ,"Woah woah don't kill my Beta Ms Odette." His voice echoes. Immediately chills ran through my body . I looked up seeing where this voice came from my stomach starts churning .

He was stunning . The most handsome man I've ever seen. I watched as his eyes met my sister . She confidently spoke to him , maybe his eyes brighten. Jealously started bubbling up in my stomach. Of course he would like her, she's perfect after all .

His eyes met mine I saw his body stiffen ,

I quickly looked down .
I hate that I feel this way.
It's a feeling that I try hard to shake — the feeling of "not good enough."
Take the word "good" in that last line, and it could easily be "brave" or "strong" or "smart."
I don't feel good enough most of the time.
I don't think I could explain it to anyone,

Clearly he was disgusted by me. He had every right to be . I was a servant to the pack , a woman with no wolf .

My hands trembled slightly as I mopped the floor quickly . I wanted them to leave the gym so I can focus . The smell now was making me feel anxious making my heart beat uncomfortably.

They left shortly I could finally think but I couldn't shake this feeling I had .

Hours later Alyssa and I finished cleaning the training area . The gym no longer smelt of pine, now it smelt of cleaning products.

My partner left , I was finishing putting my things away . I heard the double doors open I thought it was Alyssa  who forgot something.

"What is your name?" The familiar voice ask my body froze . I hesitated looking at him ,"U-um Esmee." I say shakily

The beautiful strangers eyes was cold as he cleared his throat ,"I Jonah Martin reject Esmee as my mate and as my Luna." Jonah says firmly without any hesitation in his voice .

There was a pain in my heart that immediately started as soon as those words left his lips ." I cannot have a unattractive mate ."

Tears stung my eyes as I looked down "Especially since you're a servant this is a sick joke." He said with venom laced in his voice .

Jonah turned around walking out of the gym leaving me there leaving no second thoughts for me . Not even giving me time to explain myself and my life . My heart was heavy. I stood there unable to move I looked down . I began to sob quietly as I broke down. The sounds echoed throughout the room .