His Unattractive Mate

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Jonah was cuddled deeply in Odette but he never truly got warmth from her . There was never truly a connection no matter how hard he forced it . His mind would go back to the dainty woman with raven hair . No matter how hard he pushed her out his mind . Everything about her haunted him .

Jonah didn't understand why was he put with an servant ? What did he do to deserve someone as low as an servant omega ?

He would dream about her some nights . They would feel like fever dreams he would wake up in sweats . Some nights they felt so real he still felt Esmee's embrace against his body .

Jonah was confused on why he would have these dreams ? Instead of looking into it he really enjoyed them , of course Jonah would never admit to that out loud . Because deep down Jonah knew Esmee was beautiful calling her unattractive was to hurt her even more . He said it in the moment with hatred .

That was his biggest regret was being so harsh ,at the time he believed that he needed to be that way . Things were already in motion with Odette, she was pretty and smart . Jonah like her at the moment , but finding his mate took him off guard . Jonah figured Odette would be better than Esmee , so he made an choice.

Maybe one day he would go back to the pack and move Esmee closer to him ? She could work for him in his pack house . Maybe he would even apologize? He knew that wouldn't happen .

Jonah closed his eyes still thinking of her voice was so heavenly to him . The sounds of her voice in his dreams echoed him his mind . It soothed his restless wolf, but the more he thought about it , the more he forgot how she actually sounded . The more distant the faint memories were .

Many nights ago his dreams of her stopped . He longed the feelings he would have with those nights . He would go to sleep with her on his mind , but yet his dreams would be full of Odette . He felt something was wrong but ignored it .

Weeks ago Jonah got a call from Odettes brother Brent currently the alpha of his pack since his father stepped down .

Jonah grew close to the other Alpha . Brent explained to him that two men have been terrorizing some women there in his pack . He was telling Jonah to watch his pack closely as well since , since a servant was attacked there .

Brent really couldn't care less since it was a servant . But for Jonah his stomach churned thinking of his mate . He was certain it wasn't her .

Odette eyes her husband intently touching his face , visibly he flinched away from her .
Her eyes softens ,"Is everything okay my love , you look concerned?"

Jonah looked over forcing out a laugh ,"I'm sorry , I was in deep thought baby ." He reassured her looking over at her. For a moment he saw his mate , his heart skipped .

Her long raven hair fell past her shoulders , Esmee's crystal blue eyes staring into his own .
He smiles over at her ,"Your so so beautiful." Jonah says dreamily taking in her soft features. His hand touched her face, he wanted to remember everything about it .
He leaned up pressing his lips against her gently. Once he pulled away slowly , he seen Odette. Some disappointment washed over him as a tightening in his chest came .

A soft blush was playing on Odettes tan cheeks as she stared at her his husband. She was glad he thought she was so beautiful.

A ringing echoed throughout the room breaking their moment.
Odette reaches over grabbing her phone answering it.

Jonah eyes her intently, he needed to get more sleep . He couldn't believe he just imagined his rejected mate .

Odette hung up her cellphone ,
"I guess a family member of mine passed away." She frowned nuzzling close. Odette didn't remember Esmee as well as she remembered her.

Jonah listens to her attentively ," My mom is upset it's about this lady... um Emily ?" She struggle to remember the name .

Jonah frowned ,"I'm sorry to hear that baby , did you want me to join ?" He asks gently rubbing her shoulder

"No it's no big deal , I didn't even know her ." She says causally.

"Right.." Jonah nods .