Chapter 9

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*Listen to Fine by Taeyeon while reading this chapter*

I spent the night in Chanyeol's bed again. Being next to him is so comforting and nice. I wake up before him this morning and get ready to go into work. I want to go in early today to get some stuff done. The guys have a fan signing today.

After I get dressed, I go into our kitchen and make myself some breakfast. I sit down at our table and eat it before I get ready to leave. I grab my things and walk out of our apartment. I walk to SM and take a deep breath of the fresh air.

I need some time to think about everything that is going on right now. I still can't believe that Kai would even be like this. I never once thought that he would play me. And then theres Chanyeol who told me that he will wait for me. I'm not ready for that yet, but now I know that he is who I want to be with.

I walk into SM and head straight to my office. I go into my office and sit down at my desk. I turn on my computer and pull up the paper work I need to work on. It always feels never ending, but that does come with the job of manager. I'm so happy I have someone like Chanyeol who always helps me when I need it.

I do my work for a good couple hours before I feel like I can be done with it for the day. I shut down my computer and stand up from my desk. I walk out into the hallway and go towards the practice room. I want to check it before I leave to make sure it doesn't need anything done to it.

I walk into the practice room and almost as soon as I do, arms are wrapped around me. I'm looking at someone's chest and almost look up, but stop myself when I hear his voice.

"Tabby, please forgive me." Kai says. After I hear his voice I try to get out of his arms.

"Get your fucking hands off me." I say. When he doesn't do anything, my heart rate picks up.

"I'm sorry for what I did to you." Kai says. I try again to get away from him, but he doesn't budge. I begin pounding on his chest.

"Let me go!" I say loudly. All of a sudden all my energy is just gone and I just lose it. I start crying so hard that I can't breath. I want and need Chanyeol right now. I can't do this.

The doors behind me burst open.

"Let her go right now or I will kill you!" It's Chanyeol behind me. He says it loudly and Kai lets me go. I almost sink to the ground, but Chanyeol wraps his arms around me and picks me up bridal style. I lay my head on his chest and softly grab his shirt in my hands. I'm still having a breakdown when he takes me out of the practice room. I close my eyes.

Chanyeol takes me to our apartment and he sets me down on our couch. He kneels down in front of me and searches my face.

"You should never have left without me.." He says. "Are you okay?" Chanyeol asks me softly. He lays his hand on my cheek and softly rubs my face with his thumb. I shake my head.

"No, I'm not." I tell him truthfully. He frowns.

"I'm so sorry. I don't know what's wrong with him." He says. I place my hand over his. Our eyes connect.

"I just need you." I tell him softly.

"You got it." He says. "Are you going to try to go to the signing tonight?"

"I should." I say and he nods.

"Then let's get you ready for that." He says. Chanyeol stands up and holds his hand out. I take it softly and stand up too. He leads me to my bedroom. He goes over to my closet as I stand watching him. He picks me out some clothes to wear. He hands me the clothes and goes to lay on my bed.

"Go ahead and get dressed." He says. I look at the clothes in my hand and start undressing to get into the ones for tonight. I look over at Chanyeol and see that he is looking at me, but I know he respects me.

After I finish getting dressed, Chanyeol comes up behind me and starts messing with my hair. I watch him in the mirror as works with my hair. He puts it into a messy bun on top of my head. As I watch him our eyes connect.

"Why are you so sweet." I ask him softly. He wraps his arms around me from behind and places his face into my neck.

"Because you deserve the best." He whispers. I turn around so we are facing each other. Both of us looking at the other. He leans down and I meet him in the middle. Our lips touch and I grip his shirt in my hands. His touch is making my whole body become warm. This is the first time I've felt good in awhile. I don't ever want to let him go.

Chanyeol pulls away and I lay my head on his chest. He hugs me tight.

"That was better than I ever imagined." Chanyeol says and I smile. We stay this way until we finally have to leave.

Chanyeol holds my hand the whole way to the signing and even when we go inside. I'm his now and I always was. He takes me into the guys dressing room and takes me to the other side of the room.

He grabs the clothes he needs and we go into a separate room. He starts to get undressed.

"Should I be in here?" I ask him. Chanyeol looks at me and smiles.

"There are no boundaries between us now. You let me watch you, now I'm letting you." He tells me. He keeps taking off his clothes as I stand here watching him. He finshes getting dressed and then wraps his arm around my shoulders.

"Let's go." We leave the dressing room and walk down the hall for a short time before turning into a huge room. The signing is about to start. Chanyeol takes my hand as the other guys come in and form a line on the stage. The fans come piling in and we bow to all of them.

I follow Chanyeol to his seat and sit next to him. The whole time the signing is going on, he has his hand on my thigh under the table.

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