The Pain In Love: A Jemi story

Chapter 5

Demi's POV

Connie told something that shocked me, like I don't really know what to say. I don't think I believe her, but why would she lie about such a thing?Specially when she's trying to help me overcome my inner demons, well that's what she's telling me she's trying to do. I just don't know what to believe anymore, who to trust, what to do. I just don't want to make any choices anymore, I'm done; but unfortunately I can't decide that.

" Why are you lying to me? " I ask Connie as we go on a walk on the outdoor section of the treatment center.

" I'm not lying Demi. " she replies as she stops walking to look at a flower on a bush, the flower's beauty makes me jealous. Wow I'm pathetic.

" Joe would have never said that. Somebody heard it wrong, he probably said he hated me. Defiantly not that he loved me. " I said staring at the ground, he would never have said that. He broke up with me because he just wanted to be friends. He doesn't love me...

" Oh nobody heard it wrong. Demi, that boy yelled at a reporter that he still loves you. There's a video too. " she said starting to walk again, she smiles all the time. I hate it.

" Theres a video? Can I see? " I ask wanting the proof, there's no way.

Connie stopped and pulled out her iPhone making me miss mine, she then said " Here. "

I took the phone and a video came up of Joe and his family out in front of a restaurant, wow he looked good. This makes me miss him more. He then is trying to get in his car when a reporter asks him a question that disturbs me. He asked if Joe had told me to kill myself. Joe would have never told me that, even If I think I should kill myself. Joe then got up into that reporters face and yelled at him that he still loves me.

Wow.

He actually did say that he still loved me, but why did he break up with me? How long has he felt this way, did he ever stop feeling that way?

I feel tears gently slide down my face, oh how I missed him. I've never yearned for him like this, I need him.

" Let me see him. " I say as I stop walking hoping Connie will say yes.

" Sorry I can't do that Demi. " she says stepping toward me to wipe a tear that was slipping down my cheek.

" And why not? " I say tempered, that's all I want.

" Sorry kid, its the rules. " she said resuming out walk.

I followed her and thought of how stupid the rules were. I just want to scream, this is so unfair. The only thing that's making me smile at the moment, is that he said he still loved me.