🌻Out of My league~💕

She Hates You

[POV Safiya]

I woke up with a pounding headache, my vision blurry. I stumbled over to the kitchen, Opening my medicine cabinet. I poured myself a glass of lemonade and took some headache medicine. I looked at the bloodstain by the door and began to scrub at the Stain. It was still pink but didn't look like blood.

I sighed, I looked in the mirror and frowned. "Your so ugly, Safiya. Its never enough, Safiya. Nobody like you, Safiya" I whispered, smashing my hand against the mirror. Shards of the mirror fell. I slammed my bathroom door and grabbed the bag of blades.

I sliced one across my arm, One, Two, Three. All aligned. Blood dripped onto the tile. I dropped to the ground and began to clean that up too. After it was clean, I wrapped a paper towel around it, soaking up the blood.

I put on a black dress and a cardigan, realizing I needed to head to the store. I knew if Rosanna saw my cabinets she would make me go to the store. She Collected things that would be healthy or be able to hide stuff.

As I walked down the apartment corridor I saw Rosanna, I waved and smiled at Her. She ran over and wrapped me into a hug, grabbing at my arm. I winced in pain, she definitely noticed...

The blood bled through the cardigan. "Safiya, I need to bring you back to your apartment! Your bleeding" I heard Rosanna say. I felt her yank you back as she dragged me to my hotel.

She layed me down on her hotel bed, rolling up the sleeve of my cardigan. I yanked it back down, still attempting to make it so that she doesn't see the cuts. She growled, and rolled up my sleeve. The cuts weren't too visible in the darkness. But the dents from her nails sure were.

She whimpered, I felt bad. She wrapped some bandages around my arm. She backed away and I stood up. I opened up the door, "Goodnight Safiya" She said, as I felt arms wrap around me. I smiled and headed out.

I laid down on my bed, unable to sleep. I thought about today "You fucked up Safiya, She hates you" I whispered to myself. I hated myself I wanted it all to end, so soon it would.

I soon fell asleep, but I never dreamt well as I woke up I couldn't move... I saw a shadowy figure walk though the door. I could see myself. It walked closer and closer as I screamed in terror.

It grabbed me by the shoulders and drained the life from my body, dropping my limp corpse to the floor. I looked paler then usual and I finally could move again.

I saw Rosanna standing over me. Shaking me, pleading I wake up. "R-Rosanna?" I asked, looking up at the small girl. Her eyes were filled with tears, I felt horrible that I did this to her...

Just another reason for me to deserve death, soon so very soon I would end it all! She stayed for a little and left. I sighed and began to write a note, To my family, To Ro, To Mat, To whoever finds me...

I wrapped my leather jacket around me as I knew it was cold. I walked down the hallway and made it into the elevator. I pressed the rooftop button, hearing it ding as I made it.

I walked to the edge, looking down at the people so tiny from above. I couldn't believe how far I made it... but it was all over now. No turning back.