🌻Out of My league~💕

Goodbye world...

[Safiya's POV]

I look down upon the people, one of the last times I'll see humanity. The streets were empty... I took a deep breath "Goodbye World..." I said, Hopping the railing. The wind was truly howling rush rush rush The wind screamed, blowing coldly against my ears. I shivered, I couldn't do it right now.. I must get far away.

I hopped back over the railing and ran over to the Elevator, rushing to the bottom floor. I got into my car and sped away I drove atleast fourteen miles away. I finally parked in a Starbucks parking lot and looked into the road.

I took a deep breath, my nerves were running with that woosh woosh woosh I couldn't believe I hadn't done this sooner. I stepped out into the road and felt a shock of pain. I fell to the floor and saw my vision begin to become blurry. Everything went black...

[Ro's POV]

I saw Safiya run out and I had already figured out from clues what was happening. I Ran out of the hotel and followed her... But I still just wasn't fast enough, I pulled her out of the road. I called 911 and soon an ambulance came. I cried, tears falling to the floor...drip drop drop. My heart was beating so loudly.

I sat in the ambulance by her side, I wish it hadn't have come to this. I looked at her, mascara had run down her face. She wasn't moving. We arrived at the Hospital and she was rushed into the office. I sat in that chair for what seemed to be years... Soon the doctors came in and told me of the good news I would have to live with.

"She will be okay, she just needs rest" The doctor spat out, looking into my eyes as they filled with heavy tears. I was so happy "Goodnight Safiya" Wasn't gonna be the last thing I said to her... I love her.. I love her so much I thought, My life is ruined. Then I felt my phone vibrate... a text.

☀️Justine-e🌸: Rosanna, You need to stay away from her.

👑Colleen, Da Queen🌹: I agree, Shes hurting you.

💅Laurdiwhy?👌: Sorry Ro, But they are right. Your constant crying needs to stop.

🌼Rosanna Banana💕: But shes my friend... I could never leave her.

👑Colleen, Da Queen🌹: Ro, You are moving out of that hotel! If you need a place to stay me and Justine both have extra rooms. But you are not staying there any longer!

☀️Justine-e🌸: We are sorry Ro, but as good friends we couldn't bare seeing you cry.

💅Laurdiwhy?👌: I can pick you up, and help you pack, If you'd like.

🌼Rosanna Banana💕: okay, Im at the hospital.

I felt so bad about leaving Safiya, all alone. But they say, this is for the best? I walk into the parking lot and hop into Lauren's car. "W-Why are you guys doing this?" I ask. She turns around "For your health and happiness" She told me. But I completely disagreed. This is making me the opposite of happy... I just want to see her.

Lauren and I sped off to the Hotel. The packed up my things and I received a text from Safiya.

🥀 Safiya 🖤: Rosanna? If I made you sad Im sorry...

🌼Rosanna Banana💕: Dont apologize, Just dont ever talk to me. I hate you.

Lauren had taken my phone! I couldn't see the message but after she just continued to pack. So I assumed it wasn't too bad.

[Safiya's POV]

I saw her text and my heart sank. I sat and cried in that Hospital bed. I ruined my own life. I really do wanna die... She was the only person I thought cared and now she has left me.

I changed out of the hospital clothes although they told me It was too early to leave. I ran out the hospital doors and got into my car. I drove off to the hotel. I didn't want the random people of the hospital to see me cry.

I made myself a cup of coffee as I grabbed the razors from my bathroom. I took a sip of my coffee... I just want to see her again. Just once more. I cried into my coffee cup as my heart rate grew faster pump pump pump

I slid the sharp edge across my arms, I couldn't help my habit. I didn't want to go to a suicide hotline. I didn't want people to know of my unhealthy addiction.