Two of the opposites...move in next to each other. When the small girl realizes her neighbors sad mentality, she decides to take it into her hands. But she falls for her in the process.
I sat in my room, curled into a ball. I wanted to move on from this stupid crying, but even if its so hard to say... I love her. "She hates you Safiya. Your a stupid Lesbian. Mat hates you, Tyler hates you, Everyone hates you" She said, taking a gash out of her arm.
She felt her phone vibrate buzz buzz She knew it wasn't Ro, but she hoped. It was only a call from Matpat. "What did you do to Rosanna?" I heard him state, quite madly.
I shook at the question "Ask her, she blocked me on everything and told me she hated me." I teared up at the thought of this and wiped my eyes.
"Rosanna has been texting me nonstop about how I shouldn't be your friend, why should I believe you?" I couldn't believe he didn't trust me. "Because I love her Matthew!"I screamed into my phone.
"You like girls Safiya?"
I hung up, did Mat really have to be the first one I came out to. Is that the right term? I continued running the blade against my arm. It soothed my pain, but I knew I needed to play the waiting game.
Become sober from cutting, and it started today. Suddenly my phone again Vibrated again, It wasn't Mat though. It was Instagram. Colleens instagram.
Colleen
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I quickly typed up a response, They really think they will get away with this unkindness. I hate those girls, except Ro. I lived for her and this by itself was burning hell.
Sitting alone, without her comfort hurt. But it will come back together, if I just play the waiting game. I was always told If I was in doubt then this game would help.
So I hope to find something new, shes just always with them... I want the old Rosanna back I couldn't bear sitting here, thinking about it.
I got dressed, as I had just woken up and got into my car. How does one apologize... "Flowers, And chocolate?" I said as I headed off to the store. It was far past valentines day so there wasn't really any heart chocolates but she got the best she could find.
She had a bouquet of flowers with a note and a box of chocolates. She sat it on Rosanna's doorstep, knocked, and ran away as quick as possible.
[Hello Ro, Im sorry if I upset you. I didn't mean to cause harm I know my behavior was unacceptable. If you don't want to talk About it thats fine, but If you want to maybe just talk then there Is a nice coffee shop down the street. I just would like to talk things Over, but if you decline please tell me. Thank you for reading this.] -Safiya Nygaard
Thoughts raced through my head, bad thoughts. I drove home and flopped down onto my bed, the sun was setting. My open eyes slowly drifted closed as I fell asleep, alarm set for 6:00am sharp.
