I rubbed my head as I checked the time, 6:00. I sigh and get up, dusting myself off. I look over social media, as I haven't posted in a while do to the fact that I've been quite depressed.
I got myself dressed into a black loose shirt that cuffed at the sleeves leaving alot of room. I liked the way it looked and wore a some ripped jeans with it. I tied up my converse, re-lacing them to look perfect.
I walked into the coffee shop, checking the time and hiding some flowers I knew she loved. I moved into a booth and waited for her to arrive.
I finally saw a car pull up and I had hope. Rosanna walked through the doors and moved across from me. I handed her the flowers. "You look lovely, Got anything in mind that you want?" I said, trying not to sound desperate.
" I want a mocha frappe with a shot of espresso and a cherry on-top please ma'am" She told the waitress, which I assumed was also a reply to me. "Ill have a french vanilla Cappuccino with 3 shots of espresso, please." I said, though I noticed Ro avoiding eye contact.
"How have you been, recently?" My voice trailed off at the end Safiya she hates you! Why are you even trying! Your making her uncomfortable I kept that thought to myself, even if it was true.
"Ive been fine, you?" She said, finally making eye contact. I fell deep into those thick chocolatey eyes, pools of chocolate I could swim in for hours. "ive been alright" I lied, gritting my teeth.
The waitress set down our coffee and I realized they had pastries "Can I order two strawberry peach breakfast pastries?" I asked, looking up from the booth, she wrote it down.
I sipped my coffee, she smelt her flowers. She's the cutest thing you'll never have I reassured myself, trying not to lash out. I handed Ro a pastry and began to eat my own. I giggled as I ate it, it was actually delicious.
The waitress came around one more time, I payed and we walked out. I didn't want to seem too needy so I didn't hold her hand, but I wanted to... "How about a walk?" I suggested, Ro shivered as the cold air passed her.
I took a flannel from my bag, I got cold easily so I normally carried it. I wrapped it around Ro, It was a little big... but it'll do for now.
I took a picture of her, just to capture the moment. I love her I told myself, smiling at her as we walked beside each other.
We both made it back to our cars, parting ways. Everything today went better than expected. I smiled at the thought of her and continued driving. I parked my car in the parking lot and walked up to my apartment.
I smiled out the window and took out my phone, heres to day 1 sober and breaking my 5 month no instagram post streak.
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@Rosannapansino had a nice cappuccino with a cutie, then took a nice walk down memory lane, something i really hate to do.💕🌸
Rosannapansino: Did you have permission to post this >:)
Leonabear51:💕🌸♥️♥️I sat up on my bed, the whole room seemed to be spinning. But what did I care... I just wanted to be with her again. I wish she would just move back in...
I really did wish it was the way it used to be, but like always Safiya...You fucked it up with your tendencies. You really are pathetic...
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FanfictionTwo of the opposites...move in next to each other. When the small girl realizes her neighbors sad mentality, she decides to take it into her hands. But she falls for her in the process.