Coffee Date

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I rubbed my head as I checked the time, 6:00. I sigh and get up, dusting myself off. I look over social media, as I haven't posted in a while do to the fact that I've been quite depressed.

I got myself dressed into a black loose shirt that cuffed at the sleeves leaving alot of room. I liked the way it looked and wore a some ripped jeans with it. I tied up my converse, re-lacing them to look perfect.

I walked into the coffee shop, checking the time and hiding some flowers I knew she loved. I moved into a booth and waited for her to arrive.

I finally saw a car pull up and I had hope. Rosanna walked through the doors and moved across from me. I handed her the flowers. "You look lovely, Got anything in mind that you want?" I said, trying not to sound desperate.

" I want a mocha frappe with a shot of espresso and a cherry on-top please ma'am" She told the waitress, which I assumed was also a reply to me. "Ill have a french vanilla Cappuccino with 3 shots of espresso, please." I said, though I noticed Ro avoiding eye contact.

"How have you been, recently?" My voice trailed off at the end Safiya she hates you! Why are you even trying! Your making her uncomfortable I kept that thought to myself, even if it was true.

"Ive been fine, you?" She said, finally making eye contact. I fell deep into those thick chocolatey eyes, pools of chocolate I could swim in for hours. "ive been alright" I lied, gritting my teeth.

The waitress set down our coffee and I realized they had pastries "Can I order two strawberry peach breakfast pastries?" I asked, looking up from the booth, she wrote it down.

I sipped my coffee, she smelt her flowers. She's the cutest thing you'll never have I reassured myself, trying not to lash out. I handed Ro a pastry and began to eat my own. I giggled as I ate it, it was actually delicious.

The waitress came around one more time, I payed and we walked out. I didn't want to seem too needy so I didn't hold her hand, but I wanted to... "How about a walk?" I suggested, Ro shivered as the cold air passed her.

I took a flannel from my bag, I got cold easily so I normally carried it. I wrapped it around Ro, It was a little big... but it'll do for now.

I took a picture of her, just to capture the moment. I love her I told myself, smiling at her as we walked beside each other.

We both made it back to our cars, parting ways. Everything today went better than expected. I smiled at the thought of her and continued driving. I parked my car in the parking lot and walked up to my apartment.

I smiled out the window and took out my phone, heres to day 1 sober and breaking my 5 month no instagram post streak.

@Safiyany

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@Rosannapansino had a nice cappuccino with a cutie, then took a nice walk down memory lane, something i really hate to do.💕🌸
Rosannapansino: Did you have permission to post this >:)
Leonabear51:💕🌸♥️♥️

I sat up on my bed, the whole room seemed to be spinning. But what did I care... I just wanted to be with her again. I wish she would just move back in...

I really did wish it was the way it used to be, but like always Safiya...You fucked it up with your tendencies. You really are pathetic...

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