grateful for the sun

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Grateful for the sun

That's the full meaning

Of your name

You're so pure

yet so broken

Your song it plays

But it's muted

by all the noise

in your head

You tell me a lot of stories

About the injustices and mysteries

Of the world

You show me love,

A love I've never

Felt before

You're my Spirit

In the form of another

You're an energy

Radiating

For me to grow

But

I don't deserve you

I can't give you the love you deserve

But she can

She's right there

She could touch you

Smell you

Hold you

Listen to your every word

And give you all you deserve

Without losing any part of herself

But I...

I can't reach her

●●●

A bit somber. A bit sad but anyway I am really in love with somebody but I don't feel like I'm enough for them. We've been friends for a while and I just want to give all of myself to this person but I don't even have all of myself. I believe in the concept of romantic love being a union between two wholes (or more) of people and I don't feel at my fullest.

So this is an ongoing thing. I told myself before I dive into a relationship, I have to be whole within myself. I have to love myself. It's tempting but we all need to heal. Toxic relationships can make you miss out on life and that ain't it.

This person has taught me so much thoughout our friendship. They've been a pillar to me. A supporter. Just everything good in a basket. They've taught me what a healthy relationship might look like and I'm grateful for them.

Share your thoughts in the comments. What's your favourite poem so far? And what can I improve in this project?

- MAWIZANA {wise one}















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