Grateful for the sun
That's the full meaning
Of your name
You're so pure
yet so broken
Your song it plays
But it's muted
by all the noise
in your head
You tell me a lot of stories
About the injustices and mysteries
Of the world
You show me love,
A love I've never
Felt before
You're my Spirit
In the form of another
You're an energy
Radiating
For me to grow
But
I don't deserve you
I can't give you the love you deserve
But she can
She's right there
She could touch you
Smell you
Hold you
Listen to your every word
And give you all you deserve
Without losing any part of herself
But I...
I can't reach her
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A bit somber. A bit sad but anyway I am really in love with somebody but I don't feel like I'm enough for them. We've been friends for a while and I just want to give all of myself to this person but I don't even have all of myself. I believe in the concept of romantic love being a union between two wholes (or more) of people and I don't feel at my fullest.
So this is an ongoing thing. I told myself before I dive into a relationship, I have to be whole within myself. I have to love myself. It's tempting but we all need to heal. Toxic relationships can make you miss out on life and that ain't it.
This person has taught me so much thoughout our friendship. They've been a pillar to me. A supporter. Just everything good in a basket. They've taught me what a healthy relationship might look like and I'm grateful for them.
Share your thoughts in the comments. What's your favourite poem so far? And what can I improve in this project?
- MAWIZANA {wise one}
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Darkie Fiction
AléatoireI wrote these a while ago in my teenagehood. I thought why not do some self introspection through the many people I've loved or...thought I loved and also share a few poems. These are about real people, real experiences and my everyday thoughts. Enj...
