Doubts

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Yoongi looked at Hoseok with his mouth and eyes wide open. He looked and Hoseok and couldn't believe he had actually asked him. Yoongi's face contorted into the saddest expression he'd ever made.

"W-W-Why?" He mumbled.

Hoseok looked up in confusion to see Yoongi on the verge of tears.

"Kitten, What do you mean why?" He asked as he grabbed Yoongi's hand.

"WHY ME?!" Yoongi shouted as tears streamed down his pale skin.
"Why would you choose me?! There are so many people out there who are better for you! Why did you choose the one person who can't guarantee your happiness?! You could have anyone you want and yet you choose me?! It's not to late to take it back!" Yoongi cried desperately.

Hoseok was stunned. As he looked as Yoongi crying loudly in front of him, his own eyes welled up as well. He squeezed Yoongi's hand and pulled him on top. Hoseok cradled Yoongi and whispered his honest feelings.

"You're right, I probably could have better by your standards but I don't want that. I chose you because it really is too late to turn back. You bring out the best in me and I can't imagine what my life would be like if I had never met you. Honestly, I don't want to. Also-"

Hoseok lifted Yoongi and stat him upright. He looked at Yoongi's tearstained eyes and rubbed his thumb underneath. He smiled sweetly as the tears dripped off of his chin.

"You are my happiness, and I don't want anyone else."

Yoongi cried hard as Hoseok cradled him in his arms. He didn't know how deep Yoongi's fears and insecurities went, but he was ready to help Yoongi lift the burden, not just as a friend but as his partner too.

After they had both calmed down, Hoseok held out the box again.

"So, now that I have your doubts COMPLETELY washed away...what do you say? Will you be my boyfriend?"

Yoongi looked at him and nodded. Hoseok smiled as he put the necklace around Yoongi's neck. He stared at the charm, not believing that this was actually happening. As soon as Hoseok looked up, he was immediately met with Yoongi's lips. They both lost their balance and ended up toppling onto the makeshift bed that Hoseok had made for them prior. They laughed for a short second until Yoongi was on top and kissed him again.

"What are you doing?" Hoseok laughed as he stared quizzically at Yoongi.

"Just showing you that my doubts are gone." He said with a smirk.

Hoseok rolled his eyes and sat up just enough to initiate the kiss himself. They played this game for a while. Both of them trying to get atop each other and failing. They eventually tired themselves out and lay next to each other, their hands intertwined.

"I don't want this to end." Yoongi said as he smiled at the ceiling.
"I feel like we could stay like this forever."

"Yeah." Hoseok said as he turned to nuzzle into Yoongi's neck.

"Are you tired? Do you want to sleep?" Yoongi asked as he lifted his head just enough to see Hoseok's eyes.

"Kinda, but I know that as soon as we sleep, it's all gonna end." Hoseok said as they held each other under the covers.

"Yeah, but in the morning we can make breakfast together and-" Yoongi cut off his words so suddenly that it made Hoseok look at him in confusion.

"What's wrong babe?" He said with an eyebrow raised.

"Okay, first off, babe? Since when was THAT a thing. I only just started to get used to 'kitten' and now you're throwing 'babe' at me?" Yoongi said as he smirked at Hoseok.

Hoseok leaned in and whispered in Yoongi's ear.

"Would you prefer 'baby' then? Cause I can do that." He said.

Hoseok felt Yoongi shiver from his whisper and smiled.

"O-o-o-okay. That is completely unfair. But secondly, nothing is WRONG per say, it's just, I might have gotten ahead of myself. I honestly don't think we should even do that until way further into our relationship." Yoongi muttered and Hoseok was starting to catch on to what he had almost said.

"You're being vague again, but I think I see where your going." Hoseok said.
"However, if you want to wait, then I'll wait. I don't want to make any moves on you that you aren't comfortable with."

"Thanks Hobi." Yoongi said.

"Hobi?" He asked.

"Well, I thought it was only fair to have one for you too. What do you think?" Yoongi asked, eagerly waiting for Hoseok's response.

"It's perfect. I love it. Thank you kitten." He said as he kissed Yoongi forehead, making him turn a bit red.

"Actually, it's good that you were thinking about that thing earlier. I was getting concerned that I was just overthinking things." Hoseok added.

"I guess great minds think alike." Yoongi's laughed as he scooted closer to Hoseok.

They both yawned and pressed into each other under the covers. Both of them felt the heat from the other and slept soundly, knowing that all that had happened that night wasn't a dream. It was reality. They snuggled and drifted off into the land of infinite possibilities. Dream Land.

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