vidcon [sequel to lights out tour]

intro

june 29th, 19'

hayley,
it's been about a month since i left all my new friends in la... on the last day, i downloaded tik tok, and guess i'm kind of big now because i just got an email from vidcon. what the fuck. it mostly blew up from my vids with hannah and chase, obviously. but recently i have been gaining more and more followers, i have around 800k and i really don't know why. i guess it's kind of funny because i used to make fun of it and here i am, going to vidcon because of it.

     anyways, me and chase haven't talked much since. we snapchat a lot but don't really talk. we wanted to take things slow, but i think it's been a bit too slow. we aren't exactly dating, hannah uses the word 'talking'. she does wish we would date, but i haven't known him for long. i'm beyond nervous for vidcon. i'm just scared to talk to chase again.. in person. excited and nervous i guess. i wonder if he still has feelings for me. i hope he does:-)

     so, how is your trip? not a lot has changed here in san diego:/ i can't wait for you to come home<3 i miss you sososo much. i can't believe we're gonna be seniors. time flies. i hope you're doing well, write back when you can please! i hope you like the cookies:P