vidcon [sequel to lights out tour]

fourteen

"and that's all" i finish telling hannah about what's happening between me and chase

"but do you still like him?" she questions me. i really don't know. he really hurt me, and i don't know if he even likes me, i guess we're just dating for the publicity? it kinda hurts, i feel like i'm being used

"i dunno," i look down, "but you cannot tell anyone about this, not even elmo, please" i plead her

"of course i won't, but are you ever going to tell hayley?" she asks me

"probably, i'll just tell her when she comes back upstairs from the lobby"

"i know she's your best friend and everything, and i don't know if i'm just getting weird vibes, but she really seems toxic" hannah plays with her fingers

"no, you are just getting weird vibes," i smile "she'll open up to you it takes time"

"please just pay attention to her details please ev"

"trust me hannah," i laugh, "i've known this girl my whole life, she's my best friend, she would never hurt me, but thanks for watching my back"

hannah smiles. i don't know why she's so worried.

her apple watch lights up with a notification, "god it's already 11:38, sorry ev i need to go to bed"

"goodnight, i'll see you tomorrow morning!" i know hannah doesn't need sleep, it was just a thirst text from elmo. god i'm so single.

i get ready for bed. i wonder when hayley's coming back.

hayley💘💘
11:40pm today

me
hey when r u coming back??

hayley
LOL met a cute guy, prob gonna sleep @ his room. we finna eat babyyy 🍆🍆

me
YES QUEEN GET IT👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
seen 11:43pm

girls support girls. periodt

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after several episodes of the office, i still can't sleep. it's 12:43