Sad Beautiful Tragic

Dear Future Lover

My dear future lover
I have a long list of expectations
I hope you'll fulfill them
I've waited so long.

I hope u come on time
On the dates we'll go to,
Not too early, leaving me guilty
Nor too late, leaving me hurt.

Pat my head gently, but
Don't touch my hair if
I've spent hours to style it..
I'll be craving for your touch.

I'm a chatterbox,
But a good listener too.
Just say the word n I'll flip
Choose whoever you want.

Manners maketh man they say
And truly so, I believe.
So brush up on your manners
Till I let you know to drop it.

Don't disturb me when I'm reading
N I won't disturb you.
Wouldn't it be nice though
To read together the same book?

I warn you that I'm selfish
I'll want all of you to me
Don't be mad at me if I get jealous
Please, and come and talk to me.

I have calluses on my fingertips
From the hours I spend playing guitar
Kiss them and tell me you don't care
If I don't have soft hands like the rest.

Don't let me hear about u from others
Don't tell me any lies
Let's not keep any secrets ok?
Unless, it's supposed to be a surprise.

Let me weep when I'm blue
With your arms wrapped around me.
Wait for me to stop
Before asking me what happened.

Don't mistake my suppressed tears
For sorrow bringing me down
Cuz I cry when I'm angry too
And can't vent it out.

Don't ask me silly questions
When I'm being serious
I'm a perfectionist, as you know
You chose it for yourself.

I like to cuddle when asleep
So don't push me away
Hold me close all night and
Don't let go till sun comes up.

I'll remember each detail
Each word you say
Each moment you make
So don't do anything you might regret.

I'll try to avoid you
When I'm feeling down
Not wanting to take it out on you
Hope you'll understand.

I'll try my best to
Return every sweet gesture of yours
If I fail to, don't be sad
I must be planning something great.

A/n: In my defence, Lover woke my hopeless romantic side that has been asleep for so long now. He he ...