Beautiful Trauma

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Javier's POV

"I don't want to be your mate,"

The world around me zoned out. The words rang through my head repeatedly. Each time they resounded, the atmosphere seemed to drop a number of degrees. My wolf went even quieter than I was, my breathing slowed to nothing but my heart beat seemed to be picking up pace. I didn't know what to do. My mind was completely blank.

I looked at her or I atleast finally realized that I was looking right into her eyes. Trying to find answers or maybe something that would help. She gave me nothing. Instead, she rolled her eyes at me and turned to something else that I didn't register.

Before long I was standing alone, facing a wall. My mind remained blank until a thought popped up. What just happened? I tried again and again to repeat what had just happened in my mind but for some reason, it didn't happen. She couldn't have- I couldn't bring myself to even think of it.

Sure yes, I said that whether she was theee or not I'd be okay and I'm sure I will. It seems to me that she needs me far much more than I need her. It was a simple fact that meant that living without her would be far much easier. A person I bearly know, if I may add. I just need to clear things out, get to the bottom of it all. Find her reasons and If they are good enough, id be off

I took a few moments to calm myself, it was probably my anger that had caused her to make such an abrupt decision. Which has not been confirmed yet, by the way. I just have to explain the situation, how inappropriate it was make her understand that she was in wrong. And when we come to an understanding, we'd be able to make mature and clear discussions concerning future progress.

Calming myself took longer than I had expected, especially for the part where I had to convince myself to walk into the wall. I could here my wolf whin in refusal. He'd rather stay out. But I wasn't about to let that happen. As I walked in, lively orchestral music was playing and some of the wolves were on the dance floor with their partners.

Finding her scent was quite easy, she seemed to have been all over the place. Clearly doing much better already. It wasn't long before I found her dancing. Dancing with another wolf. I took one moment to breath then I walked in her direction. When I hit there, I just wanted to kick the asshole out of the way. But I couldn't so I asked for the dance.

"So you like to dance," I said, grabbing her nearly forcefully as she had tried to live. She simply looked at time, glaring daggers and she seemed to want to say something but kept it to herself. I involved myself in a pointless one sided conversation as I tried to work up the balls to bring the matter up," so about what you said earlier..."

" it can't be that had to get the message, you twat," she spat," I don't want you!"

"why? If I may ask," I said ignoring her, and spinning her around. I looked at her entirely, taking her in one more time," you look beautiful," I didn't stop the words from slipping.

" Yeah! I noticed," she rolled her eyes," I don't have to answer to you."

" What stunts are you trying to pull?" I asked, my anger quickly rising back," do you have to make a show of everything!"

" If you don't like it, walk away," she shot back.

"Your behavior is unacceptable, we'll have to work on it. You're clearly a hot head, first I find you with this behavior then with another wolf," i said trying to ignore anything concerning leaving.

" Well first I find you stalking me and you're still doing it up till now," she narrowed her gaze.

" You're my mate, you should-"

"OH MY GOD!" She said raising her voice. I tried to get her to lower her voice bit to no prevail. " why can't you get this!" I was still trying to get her to keep quiet. She pushed herself off me, clearly not caring what I said. The surrounding wolves stopped danicinh to look at us. Couldn't they just mind their own business!

" I am fed up of this," she half shouted at me," you follow me around and talk like I'm actually supposed to listen to you. Get your fucked self away from me."

" Please! You're inviting unnecessary attention," I could see Quinn swim through the gathering crowd to the front.

" I don't care. Someone please get this asshole away from me," she announced while the music went down.

It wasn't long before my father got involved. He approached us with questioning eyes. It wasn't right for an alpha to be treated that way," what, if I may ask, is going on here?" He said using his dominant voice.

But before it could take effect, Quinn was there," what's going on? Who is she?"

Who is she? That's a question I hadn't bothered to ask yet. I didn't know her name either. I know family is supposed to be there for each other but I'd rather have them out of this one," It's nothing really, could we be excused we have matters to be discussed."

" What are you talking about?" Of course when Quinn finally gets involved, there is no way of getting her out. I mentally sighed as she continued to had wood to the fire," I think she's disrespecting our family and no one does that," she turned to the girl, getting slightly aggressive,"are you threatening our pack?"

Of course. I rubbed my temples. Quinn's anger isn't that hard to invoke so her wolf tendencies were always easily exposed. But other than her anger, Quinn was also took quick to jump to conclusions. I needed to get her out of this," No one is threateni-"

" I am," She cut me off.