Why Me?

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Nicole's POV 

I woke up to the sun shining in and an arm wrapped around me. It was so comforting being wrapped in his arms. I rolled over, facing him. He looked so peaceful sleeping. I cuddled up next to him, fitting perfectly. I just lied there with my eyes close just thinking about us. 

Harry started moving a little bit, his eyes opened shortly after. "Morning handsome" I whispered in his ear. He smiled and pulled me in closer. "How long have you been up?" he asked quietly. "Not too long but I'm getting up now." I started to get up or should I say tried to. Harry wouldn't loosen his grip on me. "Noooo" he moaned. "Your not leaving me yet." He kissed my nose and closed his eyes. 

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I woke up to noise coming from the kitchen. I guess I had fallen back asleep, I had no clue what time it was now. I got up, stretched and headed towards the kitchen. "Good morning sleepyhead or should I say good afternoon" Harry smirked. "is it that late, what time is it?" "A little past 12" he replied. "I feel bad Ava's probably so bored." He was pouring himself a drink, "she stopped by earlier to make sure you were here and everything. She was going down to get something to eat." I was a little surprised to here that. I just don't want her to think I'm ditching her for Harry. "What are your plans for the day?" I asked curiously. "Nothing until 3, I have to meet with management for a few hours." 

I hung around Harry's until he had to leave and I went back to my place. Ava was in her bedroom, decorating it. "Hey I'm back" I called out. "Hii..come in here I need details and I saw you guys all over my twitter!" She laughed as I walked in her room. I sat down on her bed "Well it was amazing. We went out to dinner..." 

I told her everything not missing any details, as I always did. "Omg. Nicole this is amazing. Do you realize whats going on? Your dating Harry Styles from One Direction." she screamed "this is unreal." 

"I know.. it's crazy. I still can't get over it. He's just too perfect." I headed into the shower and got then got ready for the day. Ava and I were going to go shopping.  

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Between the two of us, we had already about a bunch of things, for the apartment and for us. We were now walking back towards our place. "Do you think it will last?" I asked quietly, "Harry and I?" Ava looked at me confused. "Why would you ask that?" I didn't know how to say it, "Because.. I don't know. He's famous and can get any girl he wanted. It just seems too good to be true." It was something I worried about my whole life. Getting heartbroken. Losing the person you care most about. Having to move on with your life after the breakup you never wanted to happen. "Nicole, don't be crazy. He obviously likes you. Like you said he can have anyone and he chose you. That should mean something to you." "I just don't want to get hurt. That's all." I said as we walked into our apartment. Hoping she will just forget about this conversation. I don't want anyone to think I'm being ungrateful or anything. It's just, in life you need to look out for yourself sometimes. 

I just wanted to relax, maybe catch up on some shows or something. I quickly changed into sweats and a t-shirt. I put my hair up in a messy bun and headed over to the couch. I flipped through stations not being able to find anything. Then I came across one of my favorite movies, A Walk To Remember. This has always been one of my favorite movies, since I was younger. As I was watching it, I realized something. I was able to relate to this. It was almost like Harry and I. He is the perfectly gorgeous, popular guy that everyone wants to date. She is just a normal girl, with her whole life planned out for her, but for some strange reason he chooses her. Why he did or why Harry is will never make sense in my mind. Yeah sure, just like us, they have a lot in common and get along well. But why her? Why someone who isn't as cool or popular as he is? I guess I should just stop worrying and hope for the best. Enjoy what I have before it's gone. But that question will always be in the back of my mind, why me? 

It was around 7 or so, Ava had fallen asleep for a little. The movie had just gotten over as I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to find Harry standing there with a grin on his face, "We finished early, I figured I would stop by and surprise you, so surprise." He laughed a little and gave me a kiss. I was laughing too, "Hey, come in. Just be quiet Ava's sleeping." We walked over to the couch and sat down. "So how did your meeting go?" "Good. We just had to go over some details about the new album and stuff. How was your day? What did you do?" He put his arm around me, pulling me in closer. "Good. Ava and I just walked around the town for a little, went shopping and all. Then I came back here and have been watching TV and stuff." I looked up to him, he kissed me on my forehead, "So what are yours and Ava's plans for this evening? I was hoping you two would like to join Liam and I, to just hang out maybe go to a bar or something. Nothing big." He was smiling, looking into my eyes. "I would love too. I'll wake Ava up and double check but I doubt she'd turn down that offer."

"Great. I'll let Liam know so we can decide on a time." He looked at his watch "Can you guys be ready and everything by 8:30?" He asked as he held the phone up to his ear. "Yeah, let me go wake Ava and then I'll get ready." I headed back to Ava's room, she must of heard me. "What's up?" She asked quickly. "Harry's here and we wants to know, at 8:30 would you want to go out with us and Liam." Her face lit up and she jumped out of her bed. "Yes! Of course. I'll start getting ready." She ran towards the bathroom, saying hi to Harry as she passed. 

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Harry was sitting on my bed as I walked back and forth in the room getting ready. I was just about to put my shoes on as Harry grabbed me and pulled me on top of him. "Harry, not now. It's almost 8:30." I said even though I didn't care what time it was, I just wanted him. "Who cares. I'm sure Liam will be a little late." He pulled off my black jeans and moved on top of me. He was kissing my neck as I pulled off his pants as well. Harry was always so gentle and loving but fast and good. We were both moaning pretty loud. Hopefully Ava hadn't heard. 

We got dressed and freshened up before heading into the living room where Ava and Liam were sitting, talking. They smirked a little. I guess we were louder then we thought. "Ready to go?" Harry asked as he grabbed my hand after opening the door. We all got in Harry's Range Rover and headed down the road. 

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