Be My Kryptonite.

Was It Really Over?

Harry's POV 

I sat there for a minute or so, just staring blankly at the letter. Was this a joke? Am I dreaming? I was so confused and shocked I couldn't even move. 

Then it hit me, Nicole just broke up with me, left me. She just got on a plane to go back to London. She was really gone. I needed to get her, before it's too late. I put the letter on the seat, jumped out and ran into the airport. I was pushing people over, I didn't care. I got to her gate. It was shut.. I was panicking, I didn't know what to do. The plane had already taken off. I ran back to the car and drove to the hotel as fast as I could. 

When I got there, I ran up all the stairs to our floor, I banged on the door hoping someone would be there to answer, to help me. Liam opened the door, I barged in. They were all in there. I was in tears, they all looked at me worried and confused. I tried to tell them what happened but I couldn't. I reached into my pocket and handed them the letter. 

They read it in silence, their mouths dropped open. They all looked up at me. I was on the couch, my head in my hands. "I.. uh.. I don't know what to say." Zayn put the letter down. "It's okay. Go get her. You can't let her go that easy" Louis walked over to me, and put an arm around me, "it's going to be okay." 

"But.. we have a show tonight. I can't leave, we're in the middle of our tour. I'd be letting you guys down." I mumbled. "And if you stay you'll be letting her down. She needs you more then us." Liam responded quickly. "We'll figure something out. Just go now, but be careful." Zayn directed me to the door. "Okay. Thank you and I'm so sorry. Bye." I ran out the door and back to the car. I drove back to the airport, parked the car and ran to the check-in desk.

She got me on the next flight to London, it would be boarding in 5 minutes. I had no time to do anything except get there. I rushed through the airport to the gate. They boarded us right away. I'd be landing about 45 minutes after hers. Which was a good thing because she can't get too far. 

Nicole's POV 

I can't keep myself together, I'm a mess. An absolute and total mess. I feel bad for whoever is sitting near me because all they probably here is sobbing. I had my headphones in and shut my eyes. I now have a whole plane ride back to London to think about what I just did. How I ended things with the only person who meant something in my life. The only person who truly loved and cared for me.  I just have to keep telling myself it was what needed to be done. 

I tried to fall asleep but couldn't. I couldn't help but wonder when I get off the plane and turn on my phone if there will be any messages or calls from Harry or any of the boys. They are probably in shock I just took off and left like that. That I wrote it all in a letter. But I had to, how could I possibly say that to there faces.  

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They plane was touched down on the runway. I grabbed all my stuff and waited to get off. When we finally did I walked straight to the taxi's and didn't dare look down at my phone. 

I got in the taxi and we were on our way to my place. I didn't know how I was going to explain to Ava everything. I don't think she will understand, nobody does or will. I finally decided to check my phone.. nothing. Not a single call, text, e-mail, nothing. It's a good thing though because hearing from him or having to see him, I don't think I could face him. Ever again.

We pulled up to the complex. I grabbed my bag and got out. It was hard standing there, seeing his cars and building. I was standing right where we kissed for the first time. It was painful, this is why I need to leave. Maybe move home. I don't know, I need to figure it out. I have some time at least. 

I walked into the apartment. Ava was watching TV and cleaning the apartment. She looked up at me, "Hey.. Uhm what's wrong?" She stopped what she was doing. "Harry." I sobbed. "Oh don't worry. You'll see him soon!" She smiled. But I wasn't. I sat down on the couch and explained what I did, what happened. 

Ava, for once, was speechless. She just stared at me in disbelief. "It's complicated. You wouldn't get it." I looked down at my phone, still nothing. "When you go on tour with them, I'm going to pack up and leave. It'd be much easier doing it all when no one is hear or anything. You know it'll be easier and everything." She was shaking her head, "Nicole, what are you even saying? You're insane." I didn't know how to respond. I got up and headed to my room.

I sat on my bed, hysterically crying. My head was buried in my knees, I heard Ava speaking. I grew silent and listened. 

'Liam, I don't know.' .... 'I know, I have no clue what happened. I thought everything was fine and now this.' .... 'Okay. Bye love you.'

I decided to check my phone one last time. Nothing. It was really over. I threw my phone against the door. I curled into a ball and drifted away. 

Harry's POV 

I walked through the airport. It was probably one of the longest few hours of my life. I rushed over to the taxi's and got in one. It was a bright, sunny day. Which is funny because on days like this I feel like it should be rainy and cold. 

We pulled up to her building. I got out quickly and ran to the elevator. I hope she was there. I got the door. I knocked quietly. Ava answered. "Where is she?" I was out of breath. "Sleeping, in her room." She spoke quietly "what happened?" I walked in, "If I knew, I'd tell you. I'm just as confused as you. I just need to talk to her." I walked towards her room. These were the moments of truth. Will she turn me away? Will she explain what went wrong? Will I be able to get her back?

I slowly opened her door. She was on her bed, sobbing. She rolled over and looked at me. I ran over to her and hugged her. She pushed me off of her.